today is my sister's bday!
nd yet i forget leh!
didnt even get her a pressie.
cries*
im such a bad sister!

生日快乐！

LOL. [:
just came back home.
went out with Sihui.
wtf man, go mit her den gort one auntie cycling dont know maciam no eyes liddat.
knock me until my phone drop.
fuck you la. i jitao scold alot of vulgarities,
all spit at her. fucking angry laa. nabeh de lur.
>;(((((
GRRR, dont talk abt this le.
went to cwp nd mrt-ed to sembawang to mit vian.
den she bring her dog down to mit us. [:
i love her dog. th name is Niko.
好可爱哦！！！！
i want a dog too.
but thinking abt dogs, no la.
i dont wan. so ma huan, must take care of it.
hahas, sihui so scaredd of Niko.
LOL! i think tht Niko look like a sheep.
so furry de. heehs.
den left after vian return me my money,
went to eat kfc with sihui again.
nd vian went home to slp. LOL!
she real pig lur. LOL! =X
dont tell her ehs.
HAHAAAA!
den went to buy face shop de things cos sihui's mummy bday coming.
den took bus to 300plus nd ordered cake.
had a fun day with sihui today~~
anw, i bought my things le!
bought my hp pouch le! [:
nd also mine Lucidol hair cream!
yaaaaaaahahaaha! [:
我很开心啦！！

nd im starting to love my strawberrie hair. [:
草莓~　
我爱草莓！

love yourself. [:
nd ppl will love you!

LOL! =X
just now my mother want to beat me.
so funny siahs! LOL.
she on th phone den i go nd dance dance nd singsing~
den she du lan me, den i still continue to sing my bangala song~
she chase me nd run to catch me~
my bro, sis nd father laugh like mad ass lur. >;(
nd my father hor...
I D I O T!
he laugh at my hair.
he say why now my hair so little,
maciam th cat's tail also more hair than me. ):

HUMPH.
but never mind.
im happy! (:


好开心哦！！！
为什么？
不告诉你！！！
哈哈哈哈哈哈。。


拉拉拉拉拉拉拉拉l啦！


只对你动心（：

hihi~
here to post finally,
was'd quite busy th few days.
ytd doing blog thingys for ppl.
yeap. den today went out early in th morning.
11plus den go out luhs. mit Vivian,
we mrt-ed to cck. lala-ed ard. heehs.
den disturbed ppl. wth mans.
we were in th toilet when this group of malays come into th toilet,
thy are so xialan laas. nabeh de lurs. den th duah pui diao me.
hell laas. den thy all went into th same cubicle.
i started to disturb them (:
i went to their next door nd took out toilet paper rolls to throw into their cubicle. =DDDDD
den when thy opened th door, me nd vivian ran out!
hahahahs. :DDDDDDDD
den after tht went to cut hair.
went to th EC house, cut this hair i really very heart pain ahs.
it feels as if half of my hair gone. ):
lols. you would be shock to see th hair on th floor.
den my hair now is very thin le.
very very ultra thin. grrr.
Vivian one no difference leh. =/
den after tht went LJS ate,
den mrt-ed back to wdl.
met Sihui up, (:
i miss her tons man!
den we went to send Vivian to her papa's shop.
den went cwp again. so =.= luhs.
walked ard, sihui ated kfc.
we went to basement,
nd most impt!
tml we are going out again! YAYYYYY!
tml we are gonna take neos. :DDD
hehs. tml gonna sell lollipops.
hell. i hate work. ):
anybbody wanna buy chupa chups lollipop from me?
one for 50cent. grrrrr.
pathetic work laaas.
yeap. thts all le.
tc guys.

heehs.
i deleted th last post cos i felt tht it was lousy.
ehehehs.
to simplify wht i did ytd..
1) i went to m'sia
2) visited temples
3) visited Summit in Patu Pahat
4) had 'candle lit' dinner @ Peking Restaurant
no lahs. cos sentosa th whole area black-out. =.=

thts all for wht i did ytd,
jus now want to go out de.. but th rain...
fuckingly spoilt my mood~ >.<
tml bahs, maybe will go out! :DD
anw, i've updated my wishlist! *hints*

anyone want to jio me out!
pls book me kays! (:
call my hp if you guys miss me~
dont have my no.?
ask for it,
add me in msn~
applepeiyee-@hotmail.com

alrights~
thts all~

he left me memories tht i could never forget,
but now it hurts so much tht its ruining my life.
sometimes i miss you so much tht it hurts.
tell me how to forget you?
sometimes i think of us,
i dare not think further now.
i dont even know when's th next time i can go out happily with you.
hais.
i wish i was invisible..
if i was invisible, i can follow you nd be by your side without adding on to your burden.
sometimes i wait for you to be online until th morning sun rises.
but i still see no sight of you online-ing.
will i see you online today?

i trust you. i really do.

时间如果能倒回。。
我会不会选说出心里话？？
这个问题。。我自己也答不出。。
我真是傻！！！

just finished deco-ing my hp. (:
happy with it ehs. teehees.
my hp has diamantes now.
so princess-sy! i so love it. :DDD
but th back of my phone is a diamante words,
guess wht i wrote!

F U C K

heeheehs. (:
i love my hp now.
so nice ehs.
my lovely pink NOKIA 6111 ~
be jealous of me hurs.

just now dear called me,
chatted with her on th phone for so longs~
3hr to 4hr plus, continuosly~~~

LOL. now talking in msn with Weiting.
好生气哦！
why tht f-ing guy so cheebye de?
NABEHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
>:((((((((((((((((((((((((((

just woke up..
nd now th fcuking msn id attitude-ing me.
dont allow me to sign in~! fuck.
i deleted photos from friendster. heehs.
but still entered msn FINALLY~
LOL! i woke up damn early in th morning.
my father lur, grumbles*
he call my hp nd i reject nd he call about 5 times den i answer.
he ask me go his drawer to read some no. thingy to him..
den my sister say tht i so dirty, never brush teeth den wanna play comp.
den so shagg la. i went back to bed.
slept for less then 15mins when my mother called.
she meet me nd my sister at cwp. i ben lai dont wanna go wan.
but my mother say she wont buy kfc back for me if i never go.
so i woke up, brush teeth change clothes nd all den left.
met up le den my mother say tht she ordered sch books at popular for us.
so i went to take th books, dont have english. SIAN.
must go sch to buy. sian laaa! stupid popular.
den after tht went to jewellery shops. my mother th vainpot wanna buy earrings.
walao eh. she must buy diamond de den happy one leh. :X
but in th end she didnt buy cos none caught her eyes.
she very 挑剔 de lur.. >.<
we browse thru so many shops can..
den i kip on say mummy pls la! i very tired i wanna slp~~
den so she say 好啦!好啦! den went home nd slp till 10plus. hahs,
i skip my breakfast nd lunch nd dinner .
ate only my KFC supper!
LOL. was quarreling with two girls in msn now.
thy dulan until block me.
humji. hHHAHAA.
dont start with me, baby.
you wont win. (:

BYEEE~

究竟你想什么但眼泪骗不了我
如果是命定恋人为何还要对我
如此这样残忍
记得你曾说过有个爱情迷宫
只要我们能够碰头就能天长地久
如果真的爱我就别管怎么传说
让自尊它无情捉弄
关什么永恒不永恒
我不要自己一个人
去面对未知的迷宫
眼看着幸福就在前头却无法到手
不要自己一个人无助的盲目去摸索
爱你我像个小偷
我可以装做不懂你不爱我
终于有了选择
我不是你的晴空
你的心不爱我
只能继续委屈
做她的替代品

LOVE maybe it exists nd maybe it doesnt.
we once are friends,
we once are so close,
we are still friends?
maybe yes, maybe no.
but im sure now, YES. we are FRIENDS.(:
but just to let you know.
i really cared tht time.
maybe you never really felt th way i felt when im with you,
th smile tht comes form th heart.
th increasing heart beats..
when its all silence, but i still hear your heartbeat.
and being tht silly girl,
at tht moment of agitation,
i spilled my heart of feelings to you.
but you ?
once love me, another moment it fade?
thts th reason why i say LOVE may or may not exist.

but still thank you for saying tht you truly love me before.


TIME isnt wht make love last.
it is devotion and a true heart.
th attachment between souls,
true love never part, nor ends.
a pair of true lovers will part in distance,
but never in th heart.


FRIENDSHIP can be complicated,
friends come nd go, just like th different ppl we meet,
as thy come nd go out of our life,
treasure them. cos thy may be th only friend tht understand you at all.

im glad i found you. (:
believe me, we will always,
nd i meant ALWAYS,
be th bestest friends.

bored. ];
jus now Yaoguang told me tht i look th same i did when i was 4 years old.
LOL.

nth more to post. [:

不再期待..也不再等待！
不后悔！[:

im serious this time.
cos its already late.
regrets fill my heart already.
i really REGRET.
not only REGRET. but is REGRETS.
with th 'S' de. th way i feel is this.
i wanna rewind it all! <<<<
MIA-ing you.
this is my choice.
one moment you're like this.
another moment you're like tht.
口是心非！pouts*

hihi~
woke up late todays,
i ytd didnt slp well nor slp early..
humphhhh. i hate getting up early. pouts*
my other comp kena 霸占by Yaoguang.
but he IS a guest in my house, hohos.
must be 客气 ehs. HAHA.
jus now went to sch for cca,
wasd late for about 1 nd a half hour. HOHO!
den after tht didnt do anything leh. jus spent less than half an hour in sch combing hair
nd cam whoring! HAHAHAHAH!
funs* den my mother called vivian to chat.
thy chat so long.. my mum tell her dont let me smoke all tht..
den saw Elmo daddy at th canteen he gave Vivian his bag. (:
nd give me his badge. daddy, i will miss you. (:
heehees, den we went 883, den went woodlands centre.
Vivian bought a jumper. nort nice de..
but she like it. i think mine jumper is prettier. xD
den saw a Astro boy jacket, it was'd a guy one.. but gort size de.
den i want to buy, but try size le, its too big . AWWW! ):
den after tht i went home. took diff bus home.
den bathed le, met her again. went to chat chat.
den took pics. one ahma talk to us. den i talk to th ahma also lur.
Vivian think tht im crazy one lur. HEYHEY!
talking to th elderly dont mean i siao de lur. it mean tht i am 敬老尊贤.
hehes. CHIM-ALOGY ehs. learnt from mummy de. (:
alrights thts all~

TAG TAG TAG EHS! (:
BYEBYEEEEEEEEEE~

ÑÐ
you lost th key to my heart.

this kind of feeling really killing me lur.
i hate this feeling lur.
i would stop doing tht one day!
REALLY. but i like going to die le lah.
i need my freedom nd my mother's trust back.
sorry mummy.
i hope you read my blog.
i really hope you can trust me one last time.
i know tht i am very 野蛮。
nd sometimes i tend to scream at you,
i know la.. but i will try to control my temper de..
我不是故意要你伤心的。。hais.
keeping me at home wont stop me from feeling th way i feel.
it only makes me feel worse..
let me out pls.
th boredom is killing me.

helllllllllllllllllllll.
i hate myself. ):
i dissapoint my mother again.
i dont wanna say out how i dissapoint her.
but i think she cant trust me anymore.
i had betrayed her trust for me.
hais. i regretted it lurs. ):
if i can refresh it all.
i wouldnt do tht.
becos of one mistake, i lost my freedom. ):
HAIS!

grrrr.
i hate watching Princess Hours!
fuck. know why?
i get so jealous when i see Shin nd Caijing ! >:(
HAHAAA. jealous*
jus now replied testie to my classmates,
i owe them for like 3weeks? LOL.
browsed thru my classmate's Sophia's profile.
saw Goong de pics, gort Shin nd Caijing cuddling tgt all tht. >:(
i dont like! but im still hooked on Princess Hours tho. HAHA.
when i gort stead time, must be like thy all two! so sweet! HAHA.
but i dont think i will get into a relationship.
im lesbian. (:

HAHAAA!

just joking.

bear with this freaking fucking ugly player for now.
im really damn tired to do my template laaaaaaaaaa.
RAWR.
sorry ehs.

eheehees. (:
i woke up very early today.
seven plus leh.
den called vivian. she woke up.
den we prepared all tht.
den after tht we met up.
my daddy sent us to school. :DD
den we went for cca. incredible huh?
HEHEE. tell you th reason.
mr Ho called my mummy leh.
so daddy sent me to school lur.
f-ing la. >.<
den after tht i went to practice batting awhile.
mr Ho so funny.
he was'd wearing this ah pek shoes today.
black coloured ones. th sandals tht ah gongs like to wear.
den i laughed at him. he still like so proud of th shoes.
he say it is Hush puppies de. LOL.
den after tht i say is meh? i thot Hush puppies is underwear brand.
den he take off his shoes nd see th brand. he so haolian!
he say tht th brand is SCHOLL. haha, dont know how to spell.
den he ask me if th SCHOLL gort sell underwear. >.<
den i found helmets in th cage.
i took it out nd wear. guess why!
Dewi was injured cos she kena hit by th ball lur.
so scary. lucky i never go fo softball de. :DDD
my percentage for softball is like er.. 1/10?
LOL. lame-ness. den walked ard cwp nd ate.
me nd vivian was'd at th basement when we saw this super action girl.
er xin! PUI! i hate this kinda girl lur. step yi ge niah.
she keep on say wht i wanna diao zui lur, rubbish.
altho i dont know her i think she very toooot lur. erxin.
den say wht she is golden hair de, her hair spray make it black de.
dye hair duah sai meh? kns, zhen de hen er xin luhhh!
YUCK.
alrights, enough of this all.
thts all le!
going to bed early!

my eyes swollen from crying ytd night. ):
so lucky my bro is ok.
ytd my bro fell down nd his head kena.
mother was crying den daddy jitao ruch nd send him go hospital.
i nd my sis at home. i was crying like wht mad ass lur.
den called vivian to tell her,
i crying on th phone. den she kip an wei wo.
walao. i SWEAR tht i will take good care of my didi.
i will NEVER let him get hurt or injured de.
i will protect him de. i love my didi. eversince he arrive into this house,
my parents like turn happy,
thy never argue tht much le.. me from sadness turn into happy le.
he is really th kai xin guo of my house lur.
altho he is very naughty sometimes, but i still love him.
den today th whole day on th phone with vivian. xD
so funny. i tell her joke, den after tht i go nd sing very orbit de song.
i tell her copy me, funny laaaa.
hahaa/ thts all, tml update. xD
byebyeee~

HI,!
im back! (:
back from taiwan le.
so many interesting things happen in taiwan.
i saw two celebrities leh. xD
one is ex-energy de NiuNai.
den th other one is Luo Zhi Xiang, Xiao Zhu.
i saw Niunai at airport. fuck de leh. >:(
his manager say cant take pic. den Niunai like kip say sorry hur, sorry.
ANGRY AH! so dao nd duah pai de.
den wht ahppen in th other days i next time post photos lur.
took damn lot of photo lur. =.=
upload next time. (:
cos busy la. baoyingjie nd baling jie atr my house.
my bro so cute, baoying jie hp ring,
den ringtone is xiaobaiiiiiiiiiiiiii! den he go mimic th xiaobaiii!
haha. oh, ok.
i saw Xiao Zhu at Ximending in Taiwan. (:
i gort take his pic. hahaha!
for vivian de, she like xiao zhu alot.
heeeheees, upload th pic when i freee la. anw thanks for th tag!

to Jiarou: LOL. okays. thanks anw. (:
Jonathan: i mei you li mao meh?
Wylie: yah. i back le. miss me ah?
Weiting: HEEEEHEEE. i buy in s'pore la.
Shirley: eeeek. wait long long.
Row: hahaa. i want watch perfume leh, nd flushed away.
passerby: haha. thanks. i try la.
Debbie; hha. you tell her. =X
Vivian: i miss you.):
Xinyi & Janet: i never link ppl de. >.<

THANKYOU!

miss me,
byebyee~

DARLINQQQQQQQQQQQS!
im backkkk! nd i'll update later,
im going out to eat now!
thansk to everyone who tagged! (:

UPDATE WHEN I BACK FROM DINNER! =D

(: vivian here!!!
peiyee jiayou hurhs quiting
in taiwan i think can ahhas
enjoy yourself okay then dun tink bout
SMOKING
lots of ppl quiting lerhs
. . .
hmmms
you make me see you lyk that
then you wan quit why nort dun start
nvm hahas anyway you try quit marhs try to!!! jyjy!!!
and my xiao jiu passed away
lung cancer on saturday
bt i cant go m'sia see him
my mum say that in ipoh so i cant go . . .
T_T and he vry close to me derhs
he only 24 yrs old lehhs
and i cannot see him for the last time!!!
i just noe yesterday
and then confrence with my other cousin
tok bout this thing
all cried T_T
wanted tell you but you didnt call
morning received ur msg but i am
still slping so didnt reply
. . . sry
and my mummy say that she will try
help the both of
us find jumperof dun hab then i think i going buy the
pants derhs lerhs if
nort only got the skirt wan nort happy
aahahs
stop here
enjoy urself <33

hello.
today went to bugis again.
abit boring lur. cos didnt buy anything,
den my mother went bugis junction to find me.
after tht we all go little india. :DD
so cute lur, little india.
th place like.. HAHAHA!
all indian ppl. rmb tht time in mrt,
i kip on disturb th ah pu neh neh.
den say wht chocolate fudge ice cream. >.<
den Vivian so paiseh in th mrt. HAHA.
anyway just now gave Vivian a call.
told her tht i'll try my BEST-est to quit smoking.
hmmmz. hope i'll succeed bah.
cos i dont quit hur, get alot of scoldings.. =.-
from alot of ppl. GRRRR.
jus now go online hur, jiu get scolding le..
first to scold me is Nicholas.
den after tht ahling jiejie..

; UNDEAD NICH- LIFE SUX AFTER ALL It takes everything to be something. But that something isn't everything so why do everything? says:
u not going taiwan meh
♀ PEIYEE 『 ♡ おぜぴぬ!! ☺ 』 says:
ya going tml
; UNDEAD NICH- LIFE SUX AFTER ALL It takes everything to be something. But that something isn't everything so why do everything? says:
=.=
♀ PEIYEE 『 ♡ おぜぴぬ!! ☺ 』 says:
y leh
; UNDEAD NICH- LIFE SUX AFTER ALL It takes everything to be something. But that something isn't everything so why do everything? says:
cannnot ask ?
; UNDEAD NICH- LIFE SUX AFTER ALL It takes everything to be something. But that something isn't everything so why do everything? says:
i very du lan you lor
; UNDEAD NICH- LIFE SUX AFTER ALL It takes everything to be something. But that something isn't everything so why do everything? says:
go see your blog
; UNDEAD NICH- LIFE SUX AFTER ALL It takes everything to be something. But that something isn't everything so why do everything? says:
eevrything about cigcigcig then smokesmokesmoke
; UNDEAD NICH- LIFE SUX AFTER ALL It takes everything to be something. But that something isn't everything so why do everything? says:
wan smoke right go ahead i don care you alrdy
♀ PEIYEE 『 ♡ おぜぴぬ!! ☺ 』 says:
i going to stop.

tml im leaving for Taiwan le..
kekes. must miss me hur..
i'll post lotsa photos when i come back..

MISS ME!

tml my plane at 3pm.
gonna reach airport at 12pm..
SO CAN STILL GIMME A CALL TO WISH ME WELL.
hahas. DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH LUR.
not good for health. >.<
but must miss me oks.!

HI.
ytd didnt online th whole day.
ytd bigbig thing happened,
my mother found cigg in my bag!
RAWR. dont know why i so bu xiao xin.
den ytd kena chanted by mummy lurs.
but she nort tht harsh lei.
just like : why you do this kind of thing again?
i thought you stopped?
den i diam diam. den ytd also go bugis,
go with Baoying. she say tht she long time ago know i smoke le.
den she laugh laugh. den after tht shopped at bugis street.
bought a black polka dot shirt, quite lacy. very nice. (:
hahaha. den my mood altho kena discover still quite good leh.
only bu hao de is cant smoke at my room le.
den called vivian when it happened.
she tell me stop la, pls. cos she say she see me smoke she very shang xin.
she say tht i can wei le one person i know less than one week try to quit,
why cant i do it for myself? hais.
sorry la. i know i very silly lur. tht person nort worth me do tht hur.
ok la. i end here le. i wan go out le.

TML IM LEAVING LE!
i will be back at 13th NOV'06

MISS ME!
byebyeeee~
anything just tag my blog,
if there gort lan shop. i will update nd be ready for aloooot of photos!

I WILL MISS YOU ALL!

empty-ness in my life. ]:

today 我没话说，
just feel lousy.
anyone wanna pei me watch th GRUDGEtwo?

im going to Taiwan in two days time.
will you miss me?
i hope you will..

altho i say i hate you now,
i'll be missing you. ):

today i wake up damnnn early.
HAHAAAA. sort-of.
bcos i slept at 3plus in th morning can!
i was'd online, disturbing ppl.
th Nirmal talk to me hor, den i kip hahahhahaha.
he ask me why i havent slp, den i HAHA-ed him. (:
LOL! den today wake up at 12plus.
bathed,changed,ate, nd met Shimei.
i wait her sooo long can. >.<
den after tht we go cwp buy cigggie.
den smoked. she take more than tht lurs,
haha. den lala-ed till 2plus at cwp.
went to jurong, th science centre,
Shimei go interview at mac,
den after tht i buy burger for her to eat,
cos she no money la. (:
see, i so nice hor. Shimei, be nice to me.
den after tht in MRT so siao with shimei.
blast techno all th way.
den Shimei siao one luhs.. take so many of my pics!
all when i so ugly time, like when i singing all tht... RAWR!
den after tht go back wdl nd lala-ed ard.
den go back home at abt 6plus..
HAHAAAA. daddy scolded me.
cos i promised tht i'll be back at 5plus.
he wanna bring us out for dinner, you see.
den i hide my ciggie very well. HHAAAAA!

thts all. (:

tml Rowena come to my hse pei me. (:
HEHEEEES! i miss lao gong.
nd to th passerby in my blog!
thanks for th compliment.
heehees. TRUE TO FRIENDS!
nd TRUE TO MY BLOG READERS too! <3

my dears...
i love you all. (:

dont cry for me when i die..
cherish me when im alive.

HAAHAAAA.
sont feel so scared, im nort dying..
i just telling you all. hohos.
today wake up at 12plus.
wake up already den go back slp again. (:
den woke up again at 2plus.
called my ah ma.
asked if she at home, she nort..
but my auntie at home mah.
so i went there to talk with her.
had a nice chat with her..
feel tht life is short..
dont waste it lurs. wanna do wht den do it now.
dont let th word REGRET fill your heart.
do what your heart tell you. (:
thts what th meaning of LIFE.
so my dearies, dont stop me from doing all th things i do now.
just dont care abt me kays.
let me live this life to my fullest.
i would just be okay.

for Vivian:
haahs. wht LOVE siahs.
i dont need.
all tht cannot trust la.
you happy but im nort.
its nort your fault.
it is myself. be happy for me,
im free from wht i call th need of love.
hahaa.