More than words to say..

oh my...
im always home late nowadays,
kept getting caught t stay back.
this week already two pink forms lur.
hais. tml gort cwo leiiiii. sians. -.-
den today pon Mrs Selvan's extra lesson. heehs.
i was never interested in her lessons anyway. (:
den after sch went t mit Tong thy all with Vivian.
Tong bbotak liaos. others still th same.
glad tht me nd him still like last time laugh laugh happy happy one.
den he thot me siao siao liao lurs. >;(
den go YG thr slack. zzzzzzzz. my cig thy all each take one until so lil left.
cheebye lur. but im not angry la. no smoke so much ma.
hahas. urm. today he also happy i think.
den we scare vivian. pretending to kiss haha.
den vivian was like.... O.O
eye pop out so big. LOLLLL!
haahha. tatas !

A PIECE OF PEIYEE*

i hate it when.....
i cant stop myself from missing you...
i stare at our photos nd movie tickets for hours on ends..
i start to love you too much..
i miss you nd you nort with me!
i start to forget someone nd he comes back...
i think tht i wanna love someone forever...

I wanna love you forever
By Jessica Simpson

You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it to
I know you do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die, I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees

[CHORUS]
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew.
I'm gonna love you forever

My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I'd give up all I have just to be with you
and that would do
I've always been taught to win
And I never thought I'd fall
Be at the mercy of a man
I've never been
Now I only want to be right where you are.

[CHORUS]

In my life I've learned that heaven never waits no
Lets take this now before it's gone like yesterday
Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else
That I would ever wanna be no
I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you
Loving me ... I'm gonna love you forever...

[CHORUS]

What i need....

............

a good sleep!

WITH LOVES<3

Rachel: haha. thankyous;D you're a sweetie toos!
Debbie: nort only tht. she simpy &$^&$% me off.

hi guys! ;D
just came home, went t send shimei down to bus stop.
early in th morning went out with mummy to yishun,
she go nd do somethings abt th poems.com stuff.
haha. i ton at thr before near th cheers thr with kor.
den she bought alot of buns for me to eat. yummy(:
den she went to orchard for shopping spree with ahyi.
i didnt go, too bored lur. i still nua nua want me go orchard. =.=
den went home rang up Vivian nd Shimei.
Vivian tell me dont go buy cig .
she also nua la. den never meet up lurs.
meet up with Shimei, ahahah. i miss her. <3
we eat at Republic poly, den went to my hse after tht.
we at thr sot sot. lollllllz. tml she coming my hse.
my hse have party ma. den Vivian also.
heehs. thts all abt today!

friday
had a talk for streaminggggggg.
bores me out man. -.-
wasnt even listening luhhhhhhh, pls.
sat with Vivian, we playing with my barney =D
den alif & Lawrence say us SOT liao.
weisiang 7 alif so funny. thy like couple. haha.
den at staff room me & vivian laughing @ mrs selvan!
hahah,darn funny i tell you.
den vivian so WEI DA! (vivian big enough?)she go trim her hair.
bcos of me? she pei me. =.------
haha, den i eat chocolates in class den Aliff say i very bad.
cos i put under his table. hahaaaa. he is my servant.
haha. went home @ 7plus. LOLL.
tatas!

THTS ALLLLLLLL LE!

ZZZZZZZZZZZ.
wht a fucking day.
ppl happy happy go wake up darn early,
cooked omelette with hotdog nd lotsa mayonaise,
ms soo never come. so we ate in class.
matchstick body relief teacher catch us.
stupid la. angryyyyyyyyy!
den she took my lunch box, it is expensive lur.
i buy th winnie th pooh forks & spoon is expensive one lur.
den she go complain to mrs selvan,
fucking lenon go baotoh one. gave him punches,
he lie on th table maciam crying liddat,
cheebye la, sibeh hot ah. nabeh.
den mrs sevan call my father & vivian father t tell him.
yu think my father is bothered abt this ass things meh?
eating in class is nth oks! i tell you,
i will order pizza nd eat finish all in ur class ah! zzz.
den i kip say vivian never eat, thy dont believe.!
but she gort la, just tht bu yao hai ta lur.
den i kena pink form for tht,
under disruptive behavior & others, eating in class.
knn. when will this biased person get outta riverside?
its darn unfair la. hatesss her.
gg t serve detention. SIAN. =.=
haisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
my father also never say anything when i get home,
he tell me bring bed go thr slp. nd he say selvan boliao.
haha. yessss. finally dady shuo chu human words liao.

tatas la!

fuck bitchessssssss

today went back t sch.
met up with vian&kang.
hmm. talking over stuffs.
den went sch, mrs selvan so guofen.
i hate her sooo much lurs.
cheebye la. wan me t record down dont knw wht.
maciam tio probation liddat. kns laas!
haissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
终于明白什么是深深的恨！
我超级特别恨她啦！！


another friend is lost.
she herself, knows how she has been treating me all along.
i know who's been true to me nd i knw who's not. thank you.
please kindly fuck off if you're just nth but full of pretence.

HAPPYNEW YEAR EVERONE^^!

ytd was a busy day for me.

went t visit relatives all tht.

den after tht played games, gambled at wai po hse.

hmmm. alex kor thy all went t watch movie.. i didnt go along.

today nerhs. just now went t sembawang th God Of Wealth Temple.

prayed all tht.. its raining now.. gg off for a slp.

later on maybe gg t watch a movie with my family.

tml urm.

MONDAY TUESDAY WEDNESDAY THURSDAY FRIDAY SATURDAY SUNDAY!

you all free ma? come my hse for gathering? hmmm.

okok. contact me ya. (:

see when free, i want t win away all Shirley money. =X

call me up ok! (:

TATAS!

im your lady, but you aint my man. th new me(:
mememe ;D

TAGS REPLY^^

Debbie: dont knw.....
Shirley: you ah.. wait long long la. maybe vivian will give you lur. -.-
Rachel: Happy New Year toos! ^^
Vivian: bites ear* LOLLS! kay. call me fast fast! =X
Kelly: meimei, i never link ppl der. (:

对你好，却没人对我好。
you dont knw how much you meant to me.




I MISS YOU.

HAIS.
so long since i post..
today met up with Nicholas,
he pei me eat mac. but actually never eat la.
we at thr sit down nd slack only.
we two abit siao. eat ice cream in th morning. LOL
we left Mac at 8plus. he went off.
im worry he get scold if he late or wht.
den i skip HL. with Deb & Shirley & wenjie.
thy kip disturb me lurs. bad ppl laas!
den make me so shy. -.- LOLLLL!
we reached sch at abt 8.25 liddat.
kena bigggg scolding by Mrs Selvan,
den she was gonna call my father.
she said i was rude to her.
oh wellllls. whos nort rude to her? you tell me.
den after sch concert, my father came. Mr Hoe go nd complain to him.
say i smack his back. okok. i admit but its playing niahs.
he say its real -pain. =.- den my father was very angry,
he scolding me like some mad assss lur. fucking ass fucker.
den i just now went to cut my hair, short alr.
so ugly. i was like going to cry can. ):
hais. i want to cry cry cry until my hair grows long,
and my spikes grow long too.. my spkes are like porcupines, so sharp! =.-
CRY CRY CRY NOW> ):
my new year wish is tht my hair quick quick grow until i see le shun yan one.
ok la. i go to cry alr!

TATAS.
hais nicholassssssssssssssssssssssssssss

Happy Valentine's Day! Y

today she was happy. (:
today i was like grinning like an idot in class.
counting very min every second tht passes by...
hoping tht can faster 2.30..... LOLLS!
today went to catch a movie with Nicholas.
he is my valentine (:
den saw Jiaxin,Shime,Louise.
den was like Nicholas had to escape to buy tickets for us.
hahah. den we watche dth movie Ghost Riders. LOUSY SHOW.
i dont find it interesting or whatevr at allllll~~~
Nich also say not nice. i rate it as 2/10. LOL.
Nicholas Tan has a cute baby face. ahahhahaha. (:

LALALALALLALAL!

Life is pretty & blissful...

HIHIHI^^
lols. late for sch.
went to sch at 10plus on monday LOLS!
haha. today s tues alr. )X
today went t swimming again. so fun.
instructor i am like a small girl havent grow up. >;(
toot lur him. haha. kept splashing water ard ike mad.
tml is valentine's day alrrrrrrrrrrr. HAPPY!
just now webcam with Nich.
haha. show him my apple. i love APPLES! (:
tml have to wait so long luh. >;(
haha, but i dont mind cos is Valentine's day! >.<

TEEHEES^^

TATATATTA!
wish everyone attached or un attached can all be happy! ^^

SONG THT IS NICE LA! ^^

HIHI^^
nice song to reccomend. (:
LOLLERS! go find la nd listen (:
its my blog song laas.

Just One Last Dance by Sarah Connor

Just one last dance....oh baby...just one last dance

We meet in the night in the Spanish cafe
I look in your eyes just don't know what to say
It feels like I'm drowning in salty water
A few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise
Tomorrow will come an it's time to realize
Our love has finished forever

How I wish to come with you (wish to come with you)
How I wish we make it through

[Chorus:]
Just one last dance
Before we say goodbye
When we sway and turn round and round and round
It's like the first time
Just one more chance
Hold me tight and keep me warm
Cause the night is getting cold
And I don't know where I belong
Just one last dance

The wine and the lights and the Spanish guitar
I'll never forget how romantic they are
But I know, tomorrow I'll lose the one I love

There's no way to come with you
It's the only way to do

[Chorus 3x (until fade)]

Just one last dance, just one more chance, just one last dance

TAGS REPLIES^^

Shirley: LOLS! we so tian mimi can ^^
BER: who you ? dont ven knw you. put down full name pls.
i act or dont act cute or whtever non of ur buisness.
wthh you cant even type properly . whts with th so many iiii nd oooo. noob.
Aliv: LOLLERS. you read my blog? till now den tag ah. so bad of you. tc toos! (:
Wylie: yeap. i whr gort thin. -.- chat with you online when i see you la. miss ya! (:

OH MY OH MY!
my mum recieved calls tht5 i was smoking at cwp cavana ytd.
she lost all tht she trust in me. ):
im real sad. why i always disapoint ppl who love me? HAIS.
ytd went out early in th morning to Jingji hse, with jiaxin.
play with Jingji doggie, its so kyuteeeeee laaas.
den went down with him mit up with weimin & den went 768 saw kit,shirley,ting.
den mit up with cheeseng,johnson thy all. nd ah bui also thr. lols.
den me & jiaxin sian le. go back cwp. went to find Nich.
he tht pig in th library. den wait for him end lesson den go.
wait till 4 plus lurrrr. wthhhh. den with shimei come.
den me & Nich quarre;l! ^&$%*&%*%^&$%
lols. he angry me cos i smokesmokesmoke. aiyah. i say im trying to quit le.
but in th end nth lur. cos Phoebe mama help me talk to him.
den we kip say we hate each other. LOL.
den after tht want watch movie. but i attitude Nich untill he abit angry. oppps! =X
den we went to take neos. me Nich & shimei sit on a dustbin until th dustbin wanna break le.
LOLLLLLERS, Nich is so nice to lie on. comfy like pillow. =X
but he so smelly la. he dont like to bath. no la. joking. he is sweaty la. bodoh.
den we left at 8plus. saw Louise jie at cavana den went find her.
cant regconise her staed th Lionel.
LOL. paiseh jie fu. =X cos he cut hair le. lols.
den went home already lur. slp ahhhhhhh! LOLS.
was a half happy day barh. unhapp cos of Nich & i quarrel. LOL.
but we're ok now. TATATATATATATTASSSSSSSSSSS~

Valentine's special ;D

we are in love <3
Last time ke lian de me.

now so xinfu with Edison(:

oh yes, i ditched vivian. LOLSSSSS~

BABY EDISON :D

IM HUGGING MY BABY(:

GETTING MARRIED WITH MY BABY(:
LAST TIME I SHYSHY WALK PASS HIM IN SCH.LOL!
HE HUG ME^^

when he love me i dont love him.

TAGS REPLY^^
Ting: HELLO HAI ER^^
Shirley: yah. maths is boring LOL. you all so noisy here!
VIAN: HI^^ *smiles back* NAH. LOLLYPOP FOR YOU(:
Debbie: LOL. put laas. no big deal.
Nadiah: hi^^

Louise jiejie & mie play webcam. LOL~
MY STRAWBERRY YOGHURT MASK~~~ (:
ME & JIE JIE ABIT SIAO. [:

we deesiao NICHOLAS TAN!!!

You Are Banana Pocky

Your attitude: fun and lighthearted Unique and unforgettable You are cutie everyone falls for

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

AHAHA. i m banana pocky? LOL~

was bored & did this quiz.

today nth much also~~

saw Nicholas after sch. chat awhile & left. miss him.

kept singing in assembly to Jasper. LOL.

he is weird ahhhhhh. just now go photobucket saw me & him de photo,

taken in sec one. LOL. dont knw how many million years ago lur.

ahahha. miss th times when all of us were so close..

even with Defeng.. hais.

time can never be turnt back. dont look back~

i have no regrets, at least we were once sooo close as besties. (:

upload th Jasper & me yi qian de pic next time.

heehs. TATAAAAAAS~

gg t talk t cheesheng soon. ^^

i edited this pic for him. [:

NICE BARHS.

TAG REPLYS:
debbie: im ok (: smile toos!^^
shirley: thank(: you feeling better alr? <3
dot: thank you. ;D im alright. agree. its just part of life i guess.

HELLO^^
after th fucking things tht happend,
i went t my cousin hse stay. [:
feel better at their hse.
my uncle say tht hur, if my father throws me out of th hse,
he go fetch me stay his hse. aha.
den went t their hse nd my mum gave me hundred bucks t buy things.
nice la. better than my father jiu good alr. FUCKER.
den ytd went to bugis with jie. saw Haoting,Johnson,Huilay.
Haoting tell me pei them walk, but with jie den never lurs.
jie say tht Haoting hair so havoc. LOL.
den saw huilay when abt t leave Bugis. ate at Delifrance. [:
YUMYUMYUMYUM. ate beef lasagne & dessert.
th ice cream with cream puff, dont knw wht th name.
jie ate chicken lasagne & waffle ice cream thing.
den went t back at 9plus. today gg home alr.
den early morning go wdl centre eat breakfast.
den after tht went sheng shong buy ingredients.
we making cookies. [: now thy making cookies.
YUMYUM. my cookies very ugly. -.-
but is yummy de lur.ahahaha. thts all~
dont worry abt me la (:
im ok. teehees^^
wont bother abt fuckers!

im hurting so much inside,
yet no one knows.
i cant do anything,
i can only cry under my baby blanket till my eyes are so red and swollen.
im so helpless.
why cant life be better?
why cant life be better for me?
WHY WHY WHYWHWYWYWHWHWYWYHWYYWHWHW?
IM SICK OF THIS LIFE> REALLY.
IM SO SICK OF IT ALR. IT HURTS SO BAD.