i miss you

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮
所有回忆没去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你


没想过爱竟会下落不明
寂寞都 不忍心
故事的结局走不出背影
我只能 静静地
风吹醒 那些曾经
转过身 我用眼泪聆听
心 该怎么学会去 适应
那些没你的安静
我 也想小心地收起所 有回忆
却总是忍不 住不断的翻起


本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
长长的简讯对象
已经不会是我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了
对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉让你白费了这么多

风停了雨顿了你一定要走
我还站在记忆里在感受
你这该死的温柔让我心在痛泪在流
就在和你说分手以后想忘记已不能够
你这该死的温柔让我止不住颤抖
哪怕有再多的借口我都无法再去牵你的手

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何斯守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

你却一直住在心里 是谁都无法代替
爱开始了该怎么去喊停 ...

♥ 我永远爱你

i love you. i dunt ever want t lose you.
i wunt break your heart anymore.
i wunt be naughty.
i wunt be bad tempered.
i wunt scream.
i wunt throw temper.
i wunt bite you.
i would be a good girlfriend.
anything just to maintain our love.

wht i want most now is for you t be by my side.
i miss th times we had fun tgt,
i miss th times whn i feel your hands around my waist so tight,
i miss th times whn you smell my hair,
i miss th times whn you kissed me,
i miss th times whn we cuddle in bed,
i miss th times you feed me food,
i miss th times we quarrelled over something stupid,
i miss th times we thought about our future,
i miss th times whn you told me you love me,
i miss th times we talked on th phone nd dunt want t hang,
i miss th times you sing t me on th phone,
i miss th times you sent me home,
i miss th way you smell,
i miss th way you talk,
i miss th way you are,
i miss th way you love me.

xD

HIATUS due t EOYs.

we had a fight.
nd this made me thought long&hard.
this fight was major. almost broke off.
wht a scare.
but thank god. we're ok now.
its our half year anniversary on tuesday.
im cancelling it on my wishlist first,.
cos i wunt be online t blog till EOYs end.
if not i dunt think i can concentrate.
this EOy is rly important for me.
so, im making this my last post till end of EOYs.
anw. conclusion on this fight hubby&i had.
it is tht i should trust him.
nobody loves me like he does.
all it turn outs is tht ppl lie alot.
hate those ppl who lie just t spoil our relationship!
ok. i shall end here,
hope you all dunt miss me too much.

PLS WISH ME&MR.LOH ON 2ND OCTOBER'07!
IT IS OUR HALF YEAR ANNIVERSARY TOGETHER! ♥



NOTE TO HUBBY:
im so sorry i didnt trust you.
i love you. 我爱你!!!!!!!

BYEBYE!
& tkcr everyone!..

i miss my parents!! =D

mummy bought many many things for me.
i have 4 little miss tees!..
6 sets of bikinis t add t my collection!..
Gucci envy me's perfume!..
and mummy bought birdnest. good for skin.

today was boring larh. lol.
was wit weiting all along. haa! my precious baobei~
went cwp. thn saw elmo daddy.
walk ard nd smoke tgt luhs.
i miss him x68746234298472
Weiting bb & i went on a stationary shopping spree!..
using my voucher we bought th same files,eraser nd stuff! HAPPY^^
thn met up wit nicholas. slack ard less than an hour jiu go home lerh.
ate wit him. haas~ he eat very fast. i eat very slow. havent even finish wht he bought for me.
so sorry waste your money. =P

AND AND AND....
my hubby wants me t make chocolate for him..!
i dunt knw how!. anyone can teach me?LOL.
alrights. tata~
shall sit still, nd wait for hubby's call.

BYES!

hello!
i had a long chat wit hubby's mother.
felt kind of relieved. she's not tht angry wit hubby anymore.
glad tht i could be of some help.
sch was lame. up&down th stairs wit my 5 lovely girls.
in toilet doing nth but gossips. [:
telling some super lame jokes tht cant seem t have reaction.
my hubby spent 16bucks on sweets as a gift for me.
swit but expensive!.. he bought 6 impact mints in my favourite colours!
罗伟仁, 我❤你！！！
nd had chinese oral. so went slack wit th guys awhile thn back t sch wit justin.
he had oral too. haha~ some cheeeeeeeeeeena dog gan at me luh. __
thn justin wait for me. ty! =D
went 883 wit justin. puffed&slacked.
thn liddat luh. also went t fushan thr. thy have daiji. =.=
thn alot HSA peeps ard. jialat. -.-
smoke must go until carpark. fuck siol.........
went home after tht.

ピンクキャンデーのケーキのクリーム愛!!!

ME & HUBBY'S HOUSE! (7YEARS LATER!)

monday blues.

mondays are usually th 2nd most boring day of th week. -.-
1st on th list is tuesdays. i hate tuesdays. it gives me th blues!

this morning, i went t have breakfast wit yp,jc,zy,tw,js.
justin&weiting pangseh!! =(
nd yea. so touched pls.
it was raining rlly heavily nd zy went t my voiddeck t fetch me wit a big umbrella.
touched!
& we were late for sch. went sch at 9plus. LOL!
after sch went sembawang.
was wit vivian. anw today wit vivian at toilet very very happy. (:
both funny&retarded! haa.
thn bus back t wdl. was having a quiet time by myself in th bus.
tml having oral. hope it goes well.
and my bf called me just now. i'am happy.

swit talks. swit loves. swit you!
I L VE YOU!
chitchat until i bu she de hang. LOL.
我的日记，写满的都是你的名。
hubby promised t buy me hellokitty stuff tml. (:

bye!

爱``

just reach home only.
super tired out!
hasnt been resting well this few days!!
saturday went t have delifrance breakfast!
yummy~!! thn went cousin hse stayover,
had fun thr. eat non-stop. too many junk food there. LOL.
thn today went bugis. thn didnt buy anything.
nth t buy or should i say no money? haa.
went simalu t pray. (: was crowded de lor.
i prayed for....

1. bf and me will last long & have a smooth relationship.
2. bf and my studies.
3. vivian teo happy.
4. daddy&mummy&didi come back safe.
5. bf spent moremoremoremore time wit me.

liddat luh. i wish bf would fulfil his promise nd take me t th beach!
eoys due son. everyone kambate!
& tml having mac 'reunion' breakfast wit th guys. haa~
bye!!!!!!!! i miss my baby boy. ): hope work's not tiring him out....

love

sorry.
i owe you so much.
sorry i havent been right all these time..
sorry i always cry t you whn im injured..
sorry i made you so worried..
sorry i made your tears fall for me.

today went home abt 2plus.
changed,bathed,make up nd went mit yingping.
haas. thn went t buy takoyaki&waffle for my bf. [:
scared he havent eat!!
thn in th end, ping&me at 883 lerh.
bf say he is very very full. eat sum waffle niah.
so shared takoyaki wit edmund&ronnie!.. ronnie say th octo thing very nice.
at 883 kopitiam was soso fun wit th guys!
jokejoke nd told lamestuffs. alex only knw 1 sentence in cantonese. =.=
yingping&i&kokhoe were talking in cantonese LOL.
thn justin is 1st place for lame jokes. mine is 2nd!..
thn yingping&i left for cwp. too bored jiu went t my hse.
crazyyyyyyy us actually queued for munchy donuts. omg!
bought 4. thn after tht at my hse we chitchats & zilian abit..!
it was fun! i♥yingping! we have th same thinking pls! =X
tml morning having macdonald breakfast wit baoying jiejie~
alrights im gg t bed now. tata~
bf is busy working.. hope he doesnt tire himself out.
how i wish i was there t wipe his sweat nd feed him eat all tht.
his one sms makes me happpppy 1 whole day!...

go on..?
or not./

what makes a person happy?............................

crack.
it seem sudden to me.

i wonder whts wrong with me.
i feel like an insane. im a gone case.
i want t be consoled, yet i want t be left alone.
its no use indulging in self-pity.
this i knw. but why am i doing so?
我为他想。他为自己想。
谁会为我想？


能不能就对着我说爱我，能不能陪着我天长地久？
从今以后剩下的路要你陪我走。


bye.
dunt bother abt wht i've post.

hiya!

click! this is my new friendster link.
drop me comments~!!!!!!!!!!
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i'am kinda bored after gg home..
so i onlined nd did some changes t my friendster layout!
it is now so pink&girly! heres a screenshot of it. (:



and ytd morning wit yingping&vivian.
we have photos!! here it is.

very very ugly in th toilet. vivian say she hates her hair. -.-

we♥macdonalds breakfast!

yingping is shy. heees~
today in sch nth interesting except tht i dnt time play wit gluegun.
haa. thn after sch is 883 again. hubby&ronnie gort prob wit sec5. LAUGHS~
thn lanshop&dota again. today allow my bf play dota.
bcos i left at 3plus so early. went home changed nd went out t mit yiting at amk.
joelle&wenzi sent me home. haahaa~swit girls thy are.
chat chat abt stuffs. thn thy like aimless very very sian de lor. haa.
thn just now mit yiting at amk. slack&smoke at block. did practically nth.
tht girl is crazy one. we go out just slack niah.
good anw. save money. =D haa~!
did sum quiz found at xinting blog.

You Scored a 93% which means you are a ....

You are a passionate lover. You are the complete package and you recieve the complete package. You are NOT selfish and yet you still don't get walked all over. You're what everyone looks for and you show the opposite sex what it is like to truly be loved. Anyone who gets you is truly lucky.

What kind of lover are you
Take More Quizzes

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: Manic Depressive You have extreme cycles of highs and lows. Sometimes you feel like you don't know who you are. One week you could be very hyper and happy and the next week you are slow and depressed.
ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
Paranoia
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
What mental disorder do you have?

haa. so i have manic depression. =.=
you mad larhzxzxzxzxzxz!

edit photo cos i sian. but i serious hur.
nobody is to bully her! she is my precious!!
thn today at 883 thr. stupid cheesheng thy all kip disturb me!
make me soso scared pls.
use his kumantong t scared me nd threaten me give him cig.
you monster!!!! LOL. anw so long didnt see cheesheng&co. miss them. (:
today act retard in class make vivian laugh like crazy.
so funny lur. heeehees~ eard some news frm huilay make me laugh my ass off!
some bitches. =.=

好啦！
拜拜咯！
公主好累睡觉咯~！！！

My宝贝老公！

heyhey!

heyheyhey!
wht a nice monday t start with.

lol.
great sch days. haa~
was late for sch wit vivian&yingping.
we went t have mac,
thn slacked in th toilet for sum gossips session before gg back t class~!
i fucking lost my earstickss in toilet. -.- oh fuck,
but anw, sch was ok for me.
just kinda.....................boring! haa!
after sch saw elmo daddy~ happy larh.
i miss him sososososo much!
thn chat awhile & went off wit hubby&co t 883. (:
stoooooooopid boy go play dota again.
hmm. but ok larh. he explained t me luh
ronnie jio hubby play dota, thn hubby say: see first later py angry.
thn ronnie so bad! he say just play.
thn ok luh. i let him play luh.
nvm. i watched sailor moon at lanshop wit zhiyong. haa!

bye for now!
tkcrs everyone!

i ♥ my honeybunch, sugarplum
Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, you're my Sweetie Pie
You're my cuppycake, gumdrops...........
You're the Apple of my Eye

kept my darling in a bottle. he cant run away!


BYE!

=D

---edited post----

one phone call from hubby.
and thts wht made me sleep with a smile. (:
a simple word sorry can salvage many many small things.

now all our sweet sweet memories are twirling&swirling inside my head~
today is my father's b'day! have buffet at my hse.
mummy ask me t ask hubby over, but hubby's working. sad case! -.-
anw hubby promised me smth. =D
oh yea. smth else.
I WANT HUBBY TO BUY ME
HELLOKITTY&MYMELODY!



bye! update later!!
gotta prepare for daddy's buffet!
time check. its 5plus now.
think hubby's at work now. i miss him badly! ):
but yay! tml me&hubby will have some private time tgt.
sweets. hees~ daddy recieved many wine as present luh.
nd baoling&quiling jiejie bought clothing for daddy. hmms~
so bored now.
want t go slp in my room now.

---edited post-------

how......

------edited post------------
hais.
not gonna figure out answers.
its hard on me. ppl give me answers who dunt seem t work.
its great t have sweet friends ard me who support me nd give me meaningful advices,
instead of making things worst.......
i Yingping & Sherman. my sweetest friends!
yea. nd i'm rlly pissed off t ppl who seem t make thing worst.
ppl ought t knw whts right t do nd whts wrong yea.
nd its like joking abt smth so serious... i knw i maybe be overreacting or wht.
but i take my relationship very seriously pls.
but im not angry anymore. at least some ppl apologised already. (:
nd as for boy..... i dunt knw wht t say.
wht i do for him is all bcos i love him. hais~
but why is he blind t all i've given.
nd his friends expect me t change nd fit in t him.
yea right. so smart lahh.
时间看清一个人开始令人昏沉沉
他像变了一个人太蛮横
她开始悬著疑问不想再等他承认
不再要任何伤痕

advice to myself:
listen t your heart,listen t good advices not biased ones.
maybe thts about it.


爱得太盲目?
bcos ilu.♥
i will hold on.
hearing wht you've said
i'll never give up on our relationship.
6 months(to-be) tgt.
i still love you th same.

why

hais. hais. hais.
theres problems between me nd hubby.
i want t talk abt it nd make it right.
but he seems t avoid our problems.
why?
我应该相信你很爱我，所以不想跟我吵,
还是应该明白你已经不想挽回这段感情?

now i understand.
no matter how mcuh i do for you,
you dunt understand.
nd, wht i given into this relationship is never enough to you.
ya. nd outsiders label me as selfish? !
i given all. you couldnt see.
blind t all tht i've given.
maybe only my weitingBB knw barh.

nd yea right.
you've changed for me.
CHANGED FOR TH WORST!
fuck.
if i dunt love you i wunt care.

(:

glad.
雨过天晴！i see th rainbow finally!
who else sees it? yingping, can you see th rainbow?
nd vivian. soso happy. my precious is happier now.
heehees~ smile ah. not giggle like some.... nutcase!
didnt post ytd. ytd went out t bukit timah.
bought my fbt shorts, (tht time at chalet yp lent me hers, was nice t wear lah.)
sch was just like a laughing session ytd.
laugh like some mad cow. -.-
me & vivian only larh. dunt think whole class as crazy!
bcos ms wu ask me t pass her toilet paper in th toilet!
ms wu: peiyee, can you pls pass ms wu some toilet paper?
me: cannot la!
ms wu: pls.
me: my hands are wet, you ask vivian.
thn vivian rlly pass her toilet paper. haa!
tht was so funny. thn i seem like go toilet almost once a period.
tht is once every half hour. LOL.
hees. nd ytd i was eating at 211, i saw joel nd hubby's zhong thr. hmmz.
so dao. -.- nd today mr suppaya came over 883 kpkb!
nd luckyyyy.... nth happen nd hubby thy all were lock in lanshop. (:
anw nth much.
my face can stretch liddat leh! hees~ dunt believe?
show you all photo next time. =SS



I my HUBBY!
people have been telling me tht
hubby's been changing for th sake of me,
nd im happy t hear tht! ilu!


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&END!

our horoscope. (:

im much much better i guess....
ty t ppl who tkcr of me nd comfort me thru my weakest time.
huiling, ty for your accompany.
nd just now saw yingping's blog. kept wondering did i ps her anot?
i dunt like her t be sad sad. want her t be happy.
why i start t feel better thn ppl sad.. hais!
nd vivian. hais~ i knw you veryvery sad.
today me&vivian is like same face de luh. both sad~
laugh nd forget abt sadness awhile thn think back again. how sad?
a sigh is infectious, so is a smile? want ppl ard me t be happy,so i have t smile first. (:
lock up all of my unhappiness & smile. =D
oh well, today i think im kinda crazy(which day am i normal anw?)
in science class. i laugh non-stop? kept telling rubbish?
being high&nonsensical- maybe thts th way i use t hide my unhappiness barh. haa.
thn after sch, went 883 wit vian. searching for things. but dunt hve wht we wanted..
so sent her back t sch, she went art club. i went back 883.
at 883 saw a small boy, so cute luh. haaa~!
carry him nd feed him eat some slimming cornflakes.
he so cute until i feel like having a baby now! im mad!

thn whn hubby cum back frm admiraty t 883 find me.
i told him i want a baby. nd he gave me this face =
my face = : hubby! 我要！我要！plspls! LOL~!
thn huiling wants diamond , she hint papa howard~
nd i say i want also. nicholas say later hubby give me a box on my face!
thn diamond shape. LOL.
anw saw this horoscope thingy. found it quite thru abt me yea.
i bold th points which applies t me. hees~ true or not? tag t let me knw. haa!
nd weiren's horoscope also. me&him same horoscope. nd bold whts true abt him too.
comments? hees~ ty!



PISCES MAN (Weiren)

He is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional. He can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody. He does not understand things or try to understand things easily. If you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in. He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. His normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but he will not talk about it. He has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about.

He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. They are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know. He is not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society. Wealth does not drawn his attention, because he is not greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last. He could be very careless about his future. He does not like to fight against all odds, but instead following the stream and make life easier. Sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady future. He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. He hates rules and regulations. He will never look down on people. He is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad. He loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his world instead. His other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is his real weapon.
He can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. Even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress. He likes to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or lonely. He will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. He can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tends to lost his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good opportunity.

He can be happy and content by himself. What he think is important is not "Love" ,but firm status and stability. He has plenty of love for you. He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. When he is with you, he wants to be happy. He understand his partner's emotional. He likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone. If he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him. He is a sensitive, quiet , shy and easily hurt. He wants to feel worthy. He can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. He is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it. He has many friends of both sex, and he care about his friends.

He likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get jealous or else you will loose him. He likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walk by he will look ,so do not get mad at him knowing this fact. When he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him. He does not like to take advice,so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good sample for him first. He likes a cheery and a smart woman. If you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you. He will trust you if he is in love, but try not to over doing it and spoil him too much. You have to know yourself worth all the time too.

PISCES WOMAN (me)

She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman. She loves small animal and gifted in training animals. She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy. She likes to buy and pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute and be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin. Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not , she will never try to over powered any man. It's not even in her thought.

She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.

A Pisces woman , if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her , then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next. A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer and love the word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well. Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angle before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt.

She is the type who can cry her heart out. She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn. She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her. (LOL)Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angles.


ending this post with a smile,
goodnites everyone. have a good rest nd its a new day tml!
hope everyone had a nice day. winks*
and ok enough! guess blogging rlly makes me happy & less stress up!


fall asleep with a smile on your face! =D


and to my dearest yingping!


if life hands you lemons,
stick them down your bra,
and make your boobs look bigger!

LOL

nightmares

tell me this is just a nightmare,
tell me i was just sleeping..
tell me its not true,
tell me its not happening to me.

what should i do?
dear diary. give me an answer.
seems like nobody bothers much anw.
nobody knw i had nightmares of wht happend.
nobody knws i still get reminded of wht happend every single fucking day.
nobody knws how hurt,how sad i am.
nobody knws. nd nobody cares?
weiting BB, pls tell me wht t do. tell me i can overcome it.
yingping, teach me how t be strong. teach me how t go on.

each night is a nightmare t me. nd whn i wake up,
memories flash back. its again, nth but just a living nightmare.
no matter how hard i clean myself, i still feel as dirty as ever.
tell me whts wrong wit me? whts wronggggggggggggg
i dunt want t wake up- waking up hurts for me.
i dunt want t be awake- being awake nd sane hurts th same.
wht should i do? i tried t numb tht pain but its th same.
why. why th pain is so intense.
no matter wht i do i cant numb it.


god. pls help me forgive&forget.

webcam

ROAR!~~

SWEETS

just came home,
morning went t father's office.
baibai 7mth one. thn eat luh.
saw jiejie thy all thr.
qiuling jiejie's daughter learning ballet. cuteness~
her father say i look very very shag. lol.
thn after tht tkcr of ah boy nd played wit baby xavier awhile luh.
thn went home alone. wanted go 883 find my hubby.
but ronnie says he's leaving at 5plus t work. ):
i miss you la. Loh Wei Ren!!!!!!!!!
hope tht work wunt be tht tedious for him.
if not my heart will painnnnnnn!!!

hees~

anw mit up wit yiwan just now.
nice chat! hee. he buy cig for me LOL.
thn after tht he rlly bring jijing for me. thn sent me t my blk.
thanks alot.
he frm bukitbatok cum down. so sorry make you go so far!

bye~

Selfish

ytd went 19 there t jiatoh.
saw weimin,danny,nelson &co.
so went smoke tgt. father pour cordon bleu for me.
thn drink liao very hot siol...
pass some t danny t drink. haa~
he seem abit drunk. LOL. -.-
liddat luh. thn ytd rang up hubby t chat wit him awhile.
he's working very hard. nd always gets very tired..
i hope he would tkcr of himself whn im not wit him.
nd today father's call buffet at his office t bai bai.
hmmm. gg over soon. bye~



Selfish, By Nikki Florres
I only though of you and me and never anything else
The time we spent together kept me sane
You helped me to be myself
What I didn't realize, that the distance was breaking your heart
You put on your best disguise, it was tearing you apart, baby

It was selfish, of me to give you my love
Or tell you that we would never be undone
Selfish, to want you here everyday
When we both knew we were much too far away
Selfish, to think there was nothing wrong
With me helplessly hanging onto you
Selfish, my heart was stuck in denial
There was too many miles between us

Didn't wanna hurt you baby
Never meant to hurt you baby
I didn't wanna hurt you baby
Didn't wanna hurt you baby
Never meant to hurt you baby
Listen

When I am on the telephone, I hear you say goodnight
Was probably not the best way to keep the commitment alive
After all the fantasies, I couldn't see past what could it be (ooh)
You were apart me, but unhappy to be, it had to wait cause

It was selfish, of me to give you my love
Or tell you that we would never be undone
Selfish, to want you here everyday
When we both knew we were much too far away
Selfish, to think there was nothing wrong (sorry)
With me helplessly hanging onto you (ooh)
Selfish, my heart was stuck in denial
There was too many miles between us

Tell me how could it be that I loved you with all my heart
But I was heartless
I want to believe that there's still something
That's right in front of me
Oh Lord, take this misery away (away)

It was selfish, of me to give you my love
Or tell you that we would never be undone (I was so)
Selfish, to want you here everyday (I was so)
When we both knew we were much too far away
Selfish, to think there was nothing wrong (nothin wrong)
With me helplessly hanging onto you (with me hanging onto you)
Selfish, my heart was stuck in denial
There was too many miles between us

Didn't wanna hurt you baby
Never meant to hurt you baby
(I never meant to hurt you baby)
Didn't wanna hurt you baby
Never meant to hurt you baby

CHALET PHOTO~

Drawn on chalet wall! haa~
birthday boy& birthday girl!
ronnie bite th ice cream cake. LOL~
yingping hold th blade,ronnie hold th handle. -.-
me & weitingBB in taxi~ can see we very happy?
自恋!!!!!!!!!! 可是我喜欢！

ziyun&derrick. =D
jc & alex ng =D
my hubby sot electric t my son. CANDID larh, weiting :D
me & nu'er~

happy family.
all sadsad. boy,jc,me,weiting.. ): ):

family potrait!
baobei,er'zi,laogong,wo. (:

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