cool eh?

this is mine real hp lur. [:

jealous bah?

fooling ard lurs. LOL.

vivian lurs.
her actual hp. [:

vivian deesiao la,

go nd edit until liddat. =.=

most fashionable hairstyle 2007~

hihi~
im back~
LOL. today th mood is nort bad.
nort tht tired also. hahas.
cos went out like abt 11 plus nd part with vivian at 6.
so its nort tired lurs. few hours out niah. (:
LOL. happy to see her, but hp no batt. oh fuck la.
never take pics at all. >;((((
fucking hp, RAWRRRR!
heehs. den just now went to j8 with vivian.
waled ard until very happy, cos we talk talk abt rubbish,
just like th last times. (:
den at th playground near haagen daaz thr slack.
hohos. den this two guys also came to slack with us.
wtf la. we two was like bullshitting nd thy two listen.
irritating can. den thy asked for me nd vivian no. when we abt to go.
LOL. th guy actually quite shuai lur. nort as irritating as i say la.
so gave lurs. hahas. one asked for mine, another asked from vivian.
yeap. [: den we two turn out quite friendly to them la. cos thy say thy hear us talking havent see face den th topic like so cute,
like th bullshits we talking abt cute. LOL.
hahs. den we gonna go home thy insisted on sending us home.
but in th end didnt let them do tht la.
one of th guy send me to wdl station, th other send vivian to sembawang.
hmmz. so long since a guy send me home. grins*
quite happy now. hahs.
maybe later gonna talk to tht guy. he sms me le. his name is Alvin.
dont know whts his friend name. hahas.
tht all le. dont 发花痴了。

byee

me & vivian

long long time ago.

when we selling lollipops.

shall update our recent photos when im free. (:

my bro, he mess up my room cos im going out soon.

going out with vivian soon.
byebyeee~

shall update when im back~~~

hihi~
im a good girl today ehs.
i stayed at home all day,
went out to buy food eat niahs.
heehs. no nars.
it is bcos....
im SICK. T.T
so sad ehs.
miserable life.
i spent th whole day at home,
first, i watched tv.
den i painted my nails nd remove it nd paint again.
i watched th freaking boliao de barbie show.
it is a dvd laa. th twelve dancing princess.
grrrr. i'd rather watch th twelve scratching gorillas.
LOL. [:
den after tht went ut to buy things to eat.
sick le still need buy my own food.
nobody dapao for me. >;(
heehs. LOL`
den onlined..
browsed thru ppl's friendster.
grrr. nth better to do.
i hate barbie. her movies are damn stupid.

B O R E D ~


byeeee~

th neos we took at cck! [:

imissyou & merry christmas! LOL

in th car &Tyco sisters! LOL` [:
waiting for her. zZz

我自恋你不爽哦？LOL!
me nd sihui. [:

went out with sihui today.
took neos nd all~
yeap [:
uploading it all now. [:

ktv-ing. [:

im th superstar~!

LOL`!

singing away~~

i still love you. ];

th only nd only you.

hais. )':

me nd vian cut hair, th ticket.
me nd vian de strawberrie hp accesories,

i buy for her from Taiwan de. [:

mine pink, her's red.

after i cut my hair. [:

before, so long. ]:

TAIWAN~

hihi~ [:
didnt post on friday nd saturday .
LOL.
went to Batam on friday,
took ferry. it made me giddy. LOL.
had girl's talk with my aunties on th ferry. [:
thy often think tht i am real hard to get along with,
nd thy think tht i very pampered nd th attitude real bad. >;(
but now nort'd anymore la.
thy all ask me abt smoking things.
i damn dont want talk abt tht.
but to dont spoil mood, i say lur.
den reach Batam le, went shopping.
i bought th most things. LOL.
bcos th ppl thr all size like me.
to be exact is all damn skinny la.
i nort'd bhb say myself skinny hor.
i mean like their adult de size also like me,
a thirteen year old girl size. LOL~
i bought 4 tees, bras set, nail art pencils , dfvd alll tht~
den went KTV to sing at night~ YAYNESS~! ^^
so fun can~ heeehs.
sang like some mad asss. LOL.
den my mum sang alot of songs too,
she diann one song gort one girl dancing in a qipao.
LOL! so orbiang one! =X
embarassing~
den my mum took videos nd pictures.
shall upload when im free. [:
ktv-ed till 3plus in th morning~
drank vodka. tht vodka zap pa lang one. =/
hahs, den went back hotel to slp.
den th next morning went to a shopping mall,
went to a shoppping mall to do hair. [:
i did treatment nd hair spa.
den also did manicure nd pedicure. ^^
my fingernails are red with stars nd my toenails are black with glitter. [:
cried twice tht day lur. fuck.
first is cos i quarrel with my mum, until i too angry till gort tears come out ah.
second is tht my sister lur!
fuck her la. she use trolley den rolled over my toe. WTF!
tht is dont know like 30plus kg?
CHEEBYE LA! pain until cry lur. GRR.
den my toe bleeding like hell.
wtf man. my father scold my sister, i slap my sister.
den my father so scred tht i cry. kip tell me dont cry. >.<
maybe is cos long time never see me cry le la. LOL~
den after tht went back so s'pore,
again th ferry gampuah make me giddy~
hahas. den recieved alot of sms,
all i never reply. lazy la.
den reach home le is abt 12plus le lur.
slept straight away..

LOL.
thts all~
take care ppl~!
LOVE YOU!

today is my sister's bday!
nd yet i forget leh!
didnt even get her a pressie.
cries*
im such a bad sister!

生日快乐！

LOL. [:
just came back home.
went out with Sihui.
wtf man, go mit her den gort one auntie cycling dont know maciam no eyes liddat.
knock me until my phone drop.
fuck you la. i jitao scold alot of vulgarities,
all spit at her. fucking angry laa. nabeh de lur.
>;(((((
GRRR, dont talk abt this le.
went to cwp nd mrt-ed to sembawang to mit vian.
den she bring her dog down to mit us. [:
i love her dog. th name is Niko.
好可爱哦！！！！
i want a dog too.
but thinking abt dogs, no la.
i dont wan. so ma huan, must take care of it.
hahas, sihui so scaredd of Niko.
LOL! i think tht Niko look like a sheep.
so furry de. heehs.
den left after vian return me my money,
went to eat kfc with sihui again.
nd vian went home to slp. LOL!
she real pig lur. LOL! =X
dont tell her ehs.
HAHAAAA!
den went to buy face shop de things cos sihui's mummy bday coming.
den took bus to 300plus nd ordered cake.
had a fun day with sihui today~~
anw, i bought my things le!
bought my hp pouch le! [:
nd also mine Lucidol hair cream!
yaaaaaaahahaaha! [:
我很开心啦！！

nd im starting to love my strawberrie hair. [:
草莓~　
我爱草莓！

love yourself. [:
nd ppl will love you!

LOL! =X
just now my mother want to beat me.
so funny siahs! LOL.
she on th phone den i go nd dance dance nd singsing~
den she du lan me, den i still continue to sing my bangala song~
she chase me nd run to catch me~
my bro, sis nd father laugh like mad ass lur. >;(
nd my father hor...
I D I O T!
he laugh at my hair.
he say why now my hair so little,
maciam th cat's tail also more hair than me. ):

HUMPH.
but never mind.
im happy! (:


好开心哦！！！
为什么？
不告诉你！！！
哈哈哈哈哈哈。。


拉拉拉拉拉拉拉拉l啦！


只对你动心（：

hihi~
here to post finally,
was'd quite busy th few days.
ytd doing blog thingys for ppl.
yeap. den today went out early in th morning.
11plus den go out luhs. mit Vivian,
we mrt-ed to cck. lala-ed ard. heehs.
den disturbed ppl. wth mans.
we were in th toilet when this group of malays come into th toilet,
thy are so xialan laas. nabeh de lurs. den th duah pui diao me.
hell laas. den thy all went into th same cubicle.
i started to disturb them (:
i went to their next door nd took out toilet paper rolls to throw into their cubicle. =DDDDD
den when thy opened th door, me nd vivian ran out!
hahahahs. :DDDDDDDD
den after tht went to cut hair.
went to th EC house, cut this hair i really very heart pain ahs.
it feels as if half of my hair gone. ):
lols. you would be shock to see th hair on th floor.
den my hair now is very thin le.
very very ultra thin. grrr.
Vivian one no difference leh. =/
den after tht went LJS ate,
den mrt-ed back to wdl.
met Sihui up, (:
i miss her tons man!
den we went to send Vivian to her papa's shop.
den went cwp again. so =.= luhs.
walked ard, sihui ated kfc.
we went to basement,
nd most impt!
tml we are going out again! YAYYYYY!
tml we are gonna take neos. :DDD
hehs. tml gonna sell lollipops.
hell. i hate work. ):
anybbody wanna buy chupa chups lollipop from me?
one for 50cent. grrrrr.
pathetic work laaas.
yeap. thts all le.
tc guys.

heehs.
i deleted th last post cos i felt tht it was lousy.
ehehehs.
to simplify wht i did ytd..
1) i went to m'sia
2) visited temples
3) visited Summit in Patu Pahat
4) had 'candle lit' dinner @ Peking Restaurant
no lahs. cos sentosa th whole area black-out. =.=

thts all for wht i did ytd,
jus now want to go out de.. but th rain...
fuckingly spoilt my mood~ >.<
tml bahs, maybe will go out! :DD
anw, i've updated my wishlist! *hints*

anyone want to jio me out!
pls book me kays! (:
call my hp if you guys miss me~
dont have my no.?
ask for it,
add me in msn~
applepeiyee-@hotmail.com

alrights~
thts all~

he left me memories tht i could never forget,
but now it hurts so much tht its ruining my life.
sometimes i miss you so much tht it hurts.
tell me how to forget you?
sometimes i think of us,
i dare not think further now.
i dont even know when's th next time i can go out happily with you.
hais.
i wish i was invisible..
if i was invisible, i can follow you nd be by your side without adding on to your burden.
sometimes i wait for you to be online until th morning sun rises.
but i still see no sight of you online-ing.
will i see you online today?

i trust you. i really do.

时间如果能倒回。。
我会不会选说出心里话？？
这个问题。。我自己也答不出。。
我真是傻！！！

just finished deco-ing my hp. (:
happy with it ehs. teehees.
my hp has diamantes now.
so princess-sy! i so love it. :DDD
but th back of my phone is a diamante words,
guess wht i wrote!

F U C K

heeheehs. (:
i love my hp now.
so nice ehs.
my lovely pink NOKIA 6111 ~
be jealous of me hurs.

just now dear called me,
chatted with her on th phone for so longs~
3hr to 4hr plus, continuosly~~~

LOL. now talking in msn with Weiting.
好生气哦！
why tht f-ing guy so cheebye de?
NABEHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
>:((((((((((((((((((((((((((

just woke up..
nd now th fcuking msn id attitude-ing me.
dont allow me to sign in~! fuck.
i deleted photos from friendster. heehs.
but still entered msn FINALLY~
LOL! i woke up damn early in th morning.
my father lur, grumbles*
he call my hp nd i reject nd he call about 5 times den i answer.
he ask me go his drawer to read some no. thingy to him..
den my sister say tht i so dirty, never brush teeth den wanna play comp.
den so shagg la. i went back to bed.
slept for less then 15mins when my mother called.
she meet me nd my sister at cwp. i ben lai dont wanna go wan.
but my mother say she wont buy kfc back for me if i never go.
so i woke up, brush teeth change clothes nd all den left.
met up le den my mother say tht she ordered sch books at popular for us.
so i went to take th books, dont have english. SIAN.
must go sch to buy. sian laaa! stupid popular.
den after tht went to jewellery shops. my mother th vainpot wanna buy earrings.
walao eh. she must buy diamond de den happy one leh. :X
but in th end she didnt buy cos none caught her eyes.
she very 挑剔 de lur.. >.<
we browse thru so many shops can..
den i kip on say mummy pls la! i very tired i wanna slp~~
den so she say 好啦!好啦! den went home nd slp till 10plus. hahs,
i skip my breakfast nd lunch nd dinner .
ate only my KFC supper!
LOL. was quarreling with two girls in msn now.
thy dulan until block me.
humji. hHHAHAA.
dont start with me, baby.
you wont win. (:

BYEEE~

究竟你想什么但眼泪骗不了我
如果是命定恋人为何还要对我
如此这样残忍
记得你曾说过有个爱情迷宫
只要我们能够碰头就能天长地久
如果真的爱我就别管怎么传说
让自尊它无情捉弄
关什么永恒不永恒
我不要自己一个人
去面对未知的迷宫
眼看着幸福就在前头却无法到手
不要自己一个人无助的盲目去摸索
爱你我像个小偷
我可以装做不懂你不爱我
终于有了选择
我不是你的晴空
你的心不爱我
只能继续委屈
做她的替代品

LOVE maybe it exists nd maybe it doesnt.
we once are friends,
we once are so close,
we are still friends?
maybe yes, maybe no.
but im sure now, YES. we are FRIENDS.(:
but just to let you know.
i really cared tht time.
maybe you never really felt th way i felt when im with you,
th smile tht comes form th heart.
th increasing heart beats..
when its all silence, but i still hear your heartbeat.
and being tht silly girl,
at tht moment of agitation,
i spilled my heart of feelings to you.
but you ?
once love me, another moment it fade?
thts th reason why i say LOVE may or may not exist.

but still thank you for saying tht you truly love me before.


TIME isnt wht make love last.
it is devotion and a true heart.
th attachment between souls,
true love never part, nor ends.
a pair of true lovers will part in distance,
but never in th heart.


FRIENDSHIP can be complicated,
friends come nd go, just like th different ppl we meet,
as thy come nd go out of our life,
treasure them. cos thy may be th only friend tht understand you at all.

im glad i found you. (:
believe me, we will always,
nd i meant ALWAYS,
be th bestest friends.

bored. ];
jus now Yaoguang told me tht i look th same i did when i was 4 years old.
LOL.

nth more to post. [:

不再期待..也不再等待！
不后悔！[:

im serious this time.
cos its already late.
regrets fill my heart already.
i really REGRET.
not only REGRET. but is REGRETS.
with th 'S' de. th way i feel is this.
i wanna rewind it all! <<<<
MIA-ing you.
this is my choice.
one moment you're like this.
another moment you're like tht.
口是心非！pouts*

hihi~
woke up late todays,
i ytd didnt slp well nor slp early..
humphhhh. i hate getting up early. pouts*
my other comp kena 霸占by Yaoguang.
but he IS a guest in my house, hohos.
must be 客气 ehs. HAHA.
jus now went to sch for cca,
wasd late for about 1 nd a half hour. HOHO!
den after tht didnt do anything leh. jus spent less than half an hour in sch combing hair
nd cam whoring! HAHAHAHAH!
funs* den my mother called vivian to chat.
thy chat so long.. my mum tell her dont let me smoke all tht..
den saw Elmo daddy at th canteen he gave Vivian his bag. (:
nd give me his badge. daddy, i will miss you. (:
heehees, den we went 883, den went woodlands centre.
Vivian bought a jumper. nort nice de..
but she like it. i think mine jumper is prettier. xD
den saw a Astro boy jacket, it was'd a guy one.. but gort size de.
den i want to buy, but try size le, its too big . AWWW! ):
den after tht i went home. took diff bus home.
den bathed le, met her again. went to chat chat.
den took pics. one ahma talk to us. den i talk to th ahma also lur.
Vivian think tht im crazy one lur. HEYHEY!
talking to th elderly dont mean i siao de lur. it mean tht i am 敬老尊贤.
hehes. CHIM-ALOGY ehs. learnt from mummy de. (:
alrights thts all~

TAG TAG TAG EHS! (:
BYEBYEEEEEEEEEE~

ÑÐ
you lost th key to my heart.

this kind of feeling really killing me lur.
i hate this feeling lur.
i would stop doing tht one day!
REALLY. but i like going to die le lah.
i need my freedom nd my mother's trust back.
sorry mummy.
i hope you read my blog.
i really hope you can trust me one last time.
i know tht i am very 野蛮。
nd sometimes i tend to scream at you,
i know la.. but i will try to control my temper de..
我不是故意要你伤心的。。hais.
keeping me at home wont stop me from feeling th way i feel.
it only makes me feel worse..
let me out pls.
th boredom is killing me.

helllllllllllllllllllll.
i hate myself. ):
i dissapoint my mother again.
i dont wanna say out how i dissapoint her.
but i think she cant trust me anymore.
i had betrayed her trust for me.
hais. i regretted it lurs. ):
if i can refresh it all.
i wouldnt do tht.
becos of one mistake, i lost my freedom. ):
HAIS!

grrrr.
i hate watching Princess Hours!
fuck. know why?
i get so jealous when i see Shin nd Caijing ! >:(
HAHAAA. jealous*
jus now replied testie to my classmates,
i owe them for like 3weeks? LOL.
browsed thru my classmate's Sophia's profile.
saw Goong de pics, gort Shin nd Caijing cuddling tgt all tht. >:(
i dont like! but im still hooked on Princess Hours tho. HAHA.
when i gort stead time, must be like thy all two! so sweet! HAHA.
but i dont think i will get into a relationship.
im lesbian. (:

HAHAAA!

just joking.

bear with this freaking fucking ugly player for now.
im really damn tired to do my template laaaaaaaaaa.
RAWR.
sorry ehs.

eheehees. (:
i woke up very early today.
seven plus leh.
den called vivian. she woke up.
den we prepared all tht.
den after tht we met up.
my daddy sent us to school. :DD
den we went for cca. incredible huh?
HEHEE. tell you th reason.
mr Ho called my mummy leh.
so daddy sent me to school lur.
f-ing la. >.<
den after tht i went to practice batting awhile.
mr Ho so funny.
he was'd wearing this ah pek shoes today.
black coloured ones. th sandals tht ah gongs like to wear.
den i laughed at him. he still like so proud of th shoes.
he say it is Hush puppies de. LOL.
den after tht i say is meh? i thot Hush puppies is underwear brand.
den he take off his shoes nd see th brand. he so haolian!
he say tht th brand is SCHOLL. haha, dont know how to spell.
den he ask me if th SCHOLL gort sell underwear. >.<
den i found helmets in th cage.
i took it out nd wear. guess why!
Dewi was injured cos she kena hit by th ball lur.
so scary. lucky i never go fo softball de. :DDD
my percentage for softball is like er.. 1/10?
LOL. lame-ness. den walked ard cwp nd ate.
me nd vivian was'd at th basement when we saw this super action girl.
er xin! PUI! i hate this kinda girl lur. step yi ge niah.
she keep on say wht i wanna diao zui lur, rubbish.
altho i dont know her i think she very toooot lur. erxin.
den say wht she is golden hair de, her hair spray make it black de.
dye hair duah sai meh? kns, zhen de hen er xin luhhh!
YUCK.
alrights, enough of this all.
thts all le!
going to bed early!

my eyes swollen from crying ytd night. ):
so lucky my bro is ok.
ytd my bro fell down nd his head kena.
mother was crying den daddy jitao ruch nd send him go hospital.
i nd my sis at home. i was crying like wht mad ass lur.
den called vivian to tell her,
i crying on th phone. den she kip an wei wo.
walao. i SWEAR tht i will take good care of my didi.
i will NEVER let him get hurt or injured de.
i will protect him de. i love my didi. eversince he arrive into this house,
my parents like turn happy,
thy never argue tht much le.. me from sadness turn into happy le.
he is really th kai xin guo of my house lur.
altho he is very naughty sometimes, but i still love him.
den today th whole day on th phone with vivian. xD
so funny. i tell her joke, den after tht i go nd sing very orbit de song.
i tell her copy me, funny laaaa.
hahaa/ thts all, tml update. xD
byebyeee~

HI,!
im back! (:
back from taiwan le.
so many interesting things happen in taiwan.
i saw two celebrities leh. xD
one is ex-energy de NiuNai.
den th other one is Luo Zhi Xiang, Xiao Zhu.
i saw Niunai at airport. fuck de leh. >:(
his manager say cant take pic. den Niunai like kip say sorry hur, sorry.
ANGRY AH! so dao nd duah pai de.
den wht ahppen in th other days i next time post photos lur.
took damn lot of photo lur. =.=
upload next time. (:
cos busy la. baoyingjie nd baling jie atr my house.
my bro so cute, baoying jie hp ring,
den ringtone is xiaobaiiiiiiiiiiiiii! den he go mimic th xiaobaiii!
haha. oh, ok.
i saw Xiao Zhu at Ximending in Taiwan. (:
i gort take his pic. hahaha!
for vivian de, she like xiao zhu alot.
heeeheees, upload th pic when i freee la. anw thanks for th tag!

to Jiarou: LOL. okays. thanks anw. (:
Jonathan: i mei you li mao meh?
Wylie: yah. i back le. miss me ah?
Weiting: HEEEEHEEE. i buy in s'pore la.
Shirley: eeeek. wait long long.
Row: hahaa. i want watch perfume leh, nd flushed away.
passerby: haha. thanks. i try la.
Debbie; hha. you tell her. =X
Vivian: i miss you.):
Xinyi & Janet: i never link ppl de. >.<

THANKYOU!

miss me,
byebyee~

DARLINQQQQQQQQQQQS!
im backkkk! nd i'll update later,
im going out to eat now!
thansk to everyone who tagged! (:

UPDATE WHEN I BACK FROM DINNER! =D

(: vivian here!!!
peiyee jiayou hurhs quiting
in taiwan i think can ahhas
enjoy yourself okay then dun tink bout
SMOKING
lots of ppl quiting lerhs
. . .
hmmms
you make me see you lyk that
then you wan quit why nort dun start
nvm hahas anyway you try quit marhs try to!!! jyjy!!!
and my xiao jiu passed away
lung cancer on saturday
bt i cant go m'sia see him
my mum say that in ipoh so i cant go . . .
T_T and he vry close to me derhs
he only 24 yrs old lehhs
and i cannot see him for the last time!!!
i just noe yesterday
and then confrence with my other cousin
tok bout this thing
all cried T_T
wanted tell you but you didnt call
morning received ur msg but i am
still slping so didnt reply
. . . sry
and my mummy say that she will try
help the both of
us find jumperof dun hab then i think i going buy the
pants derhs lerhs if
nort only got the skirt wan nort happy
aahahs
stop here
enjoy urself <33

hello.
today went to bugis again.
abit boring lur. cos didnt buy anything,
den my mother went bugis junction to find me.
after tht we all go little india. :DD
so cute lur, little india.
th place like.. HAHAHA!
all indian ppl. rmb tht time in mrt,
i kip on disturb th ah pu neh neh.
den say wht chocolate fudge ice cream. >.<
den Vivian so paiseh in th mrt. HAHA.
anyway just now gave Vivian a call.
told her tht i'll try my BEST-est to quit smoking.
hmmmz. hope i'll succeed bah.
cos i dont quit hur, get alot of scoldings.. =.-
from alot of ppl. GRRRR.
jus now go online hur, jiu get scolding le..
first to scold me is Nicholas.
den after tht ahling jiejie..

; UNDEAD NICH- LIFE SUX AFTER ALL It takes everything to be something. But that something isn't everything so why do everything? says:
u not going taiwan meh
♀ PEIYEE 『 ♡ おぜぴぬ!! ☺ 』 says:
ya going tml
; UNDEAD NICH- LIFE SUX AFTER ALL It takes everything to be something. But that something isn't everything so why do everything? says:
=.=
♀ PEIYEE 『 ♡ おぜぴぬ!! ☺ 』 says:
y leh
; UNDEAD NICH- LIFE SUX AFTER ALL It takes everything to be something. But that something isn't everything so why do everything? says:
cannnot ask ?
; UNDEAD NICH- LIFE SUX AFTER ALL It takes everything to be something. But that something isn't everything so why do everything? says:
i very du lan you lor
; UNDEAD NICH- LIFE SUX AFTER ALL It takes everything to be something. But that something isn't everything so why do everything? says:
go see your blog
; UNDEAD NICH- LIFE SUX AFTER ALL It takes everything to be something. But that something isn't everything so why do everything? says:
eevrything about cigcigcig then smokesmokesmoke
; UNDEAD NICH- LIFE SUX AFTER ALL It takes everything to be something. But that something isn't everything so why do everything? says:
wan smoke right go ahead i don care you alrdy
♀ PEIYEE 『 ♡ おぜぴぬ!! ☺ 』 says:
i going to stop.

tml im leaving for Taiwan le..
kekes. must miss me hur..
i'll post lotsa photos when i come back..

MISS ME!

tml my plane at 3pm.
gonna reach airport at 12pm..
SO CAN STILL GIMME A CALL TO WISH ME WELL.
hahas. DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH LUR.
not good for health. >.<
but must miss me oks.!

HI.
ytd didnt online th whole day.
ytd bigbig thing happened,
my mother found cigg in my bag!
RAWR. dont know why i so bu xiao xin.
den ytd kena chanted by mummy lurs.
but she nort tht harsh lei.
just like : why you do this kind of thing again?
i thought you stopped?
den i diam diam. den ytd also go bugis,
go with Baoying. she say tht she long time ago know i smoke le.
den she laugh laugh. den after tht shopped at bugis street.
bought a black polka dot shirt, quite lacy. very nice. (:
hahaha. den my mood altho kena discover still quite good leh.
only bu hao de is cant smoke at my room le.
den called vivian when it happened.
she tell me stop la, pls. cos she say she see me smoke she very shang xin.
she say tht i can wei le one person i know less than one week try to quit,
why cant i do it for myself? hais.
sorry la. i know i very silly lur. tht person nort worth me do tht hur.
ok la. i end here le. i wan go out le.

TML IM LEAVING LE!
i will be back at 13th NOV'06

MISS ME!
byebyeeee~
anything just tag my blog,
if there gort lan shop. i will update nd be ready for aloooot of photos!

I WILL MISS YOU ALL!

empty-ness in my life. ]:

today 我没话说，
just feel lousy.
anyone wanna pei me watch th GRUDGEtwo?

im going to Taiwan in two days time.
will you miss me?
i hope you will..

altho i say i hate you now,
i'll be missing you. ):

today i wake up damnnn early.
HAHAAAA. sort-of.
bcos i slept at 3plus in th morning can!
i was'd online, disturbing ppl.
th Nirmal talk to me hor, den i kip hahahhahaha.
he ask me why i havent slp, den i HAHA-ed him. (:
LOL! den today wake up at 12plus.
bathed,changed,ate, nd met Shimei.
i wait her sooo long can. >.<
den after tht we go cwp buy cigggie.
den smoked. she take more than tht lurs,
haha. den lala-ed till 2plus at cwp.
went to jurong, th science centre,
Shimei go interview at mac,
den after tht i buy burger for her to eat,
cos she no money la. (:
see, i so nice hor. Shimei, be nice to me.
den after tht in MRT so siao with shimei.
blast techno all th way.
den Shimei siao one luhs.. take so many of my pics!
all when i so ugly time, like when i singing all tht... RAWR!
den after tht go back wdl nd lala-ed ard.
den go back home at abt 6plus..
HAHAAAA. daddy scolded me.
cos i promised tht i'll be back at 5plus.
he wanna bring us out for dinner, you see.
den i hide my ciggie very well. HHAAAAA!

thts all. (:

tml Rowena come to my hse pei me. (:
HEHEEEES! i miss lao gong.
nd to th passerby in my blog!
thanks for th compliment.
heehees. TRUE TO FRIENDS!
nd TRUE TO MY BLOG READERS too! <3

my dears...
i love you all. (:

dont cry for me when i die..
cherish me when im alive.

HAAHAAAA.
sont feel so scared, im nort dying..
i just telling you all. hohos.
today wake up at 12plus.
wake up already den go back slp again. (:
den woke up again at 2plus.
called my ah ma.
asked if she at home, she nort..
but my auntie at home mah.
so i went there to talk with her.
had a nice chat with her..
feel tht life is short..
dont waste it lurs. wanna do wht den do it now.
dont let th word REGRET fill your heart.
do what your heart tell you. (:
thts what th meaning of LIFE.
so my dearies, dont stop me from doing all th things i do now.
just dont care abt me kays.
let me live this life to my fullest.
i would just be okay.

for Vivian:
haahs. wht LOVE siahs.
i dont need.
all tht cannot trust la.
you happy but im nort.
its nort your fault.
it is myself. be happy for me,
im free from wht i call th need of love.
hahaa.

hais.
i miss Elmo nd Lloyd so much!
i wonder if thy miss me anot.
th thought of them nort gonna be back next year makes me wanna cry.
Lloydy nd Elmo daddy. can you come back?
dont leave us alone can.. i miss you. ):
hais. i know i very selfish lurs. but i really love them alot.
you two will always have a special place in my heart.
you two will alwyas be my bestest best friends! <3>

ELMO DADDY!
LLOYD MUMMY!

LOTSA LOVES TO YOU TWO!

hihi~
today i super duper hyper !
HAAAHAAA.
shall explain later.
today at 10plus, i rushed out of th hse to mit Vivian.
i anyhow do my hair all tht, cos very rush la.
den met her le, go find Yongkang,Wenjie,Jiashen.
fucking la. >.<
make us wait. den after tht we go walked ard nd lala-ed.
go dabao kfc nd eat at basement 3,
they eat, i smoke.
when i back.... =.=
my cheese fries gone......
wenjie did it! GRRRRR!
den after tht buy some snacks,
den go watch movie, th Death Note.
abit stupid la. its nort funny at all.
but i siao de, kip on laughing.
wahahahaha! i dont know why. =.=
den kip disturb Yongkang thy all.
Wenjie scold me lurs. he tell me diam den i laugh even more.,
HAHAHAAAA. sorry la. ):
den me nd Yongkang go nd put our legs at ppl head.
i go nd touch th ppl in front de hair. HAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
thy so irritated. th cinema all so quiet ,
only can hear me laughing nd Yo9ngkang laughing.
Vivian think tht i am crazy. wtf lurs. !#$@@%$#^$
thts all le.
tml see how bahs. should i go out?
HMMMMMMMMMMMMZ.

BYEEE! <3

this is goong mv,

th song very nice.

save th one last dance for me. <3

RAWR.

im going to leave you,
byebye.



th people who goes in nd out of your life,
we dont care who they are.
what matters most is whether they left a beautiful mark in your life,
or did they leave a scar?


MEMORIES left behind,
they are what you cant take away from me. (:

LOL!
th post i submitted is nort about me!
its a song. =.=
rawr. you all so nort attentive la!
back from bugis le.
never work. haha.
LAZYYYYY!
i bought a new shirt.
baby milo de, orange nd brown.
quite nice la. den just now at Bugis ate th Umazuki ice-cream,
black sesame de, YUMMMMMM!
Vivian eat chocolate chips.
den we went to shop ard at Bugis street.
disturb ppl . den abt 6plus go back.
i feeling very sick la.
i sit in th mrt, my joints maciam want break liddat.
pain daooooooooooooo.. grrrw.
den i went sunplaza walk ard while.
i found one pant tht i want to buy le.
it is a grey stripe de pants.
cos $21. shall buy it on monday. :DD
HAHAAAA!

bye guys!

girl: today we broke up..
you told me to meet someone better than you..
and be happy..
you're just like other guys..
what happened when you told me you loved me?
honestly, i dont want you to be happy..
what am i going to do when you really forget about me?
im in so much pain.. much more pain that i can bear..
because im still in love with you.

boy: im in love with her..
but i cant be with her..
im blind now.. i will be a burden to her..
let her find someone better than me..

taken from because im a girl by K.I.S.S

YYY

hihi,
ytd didnt go out.
stayed at home. im good right?
den, ytd night go out with family,
we go Balestier eat th famous 鱼头炉.
it is yummy., but i never eat rice.
just eat th fish only. den my father order th sesame crispy chicken all tht.
yummy. i faint liaos la. see my life better than Vivian hor?
she everyday mac delivery, kfc delivery.. i eat sesame chicken. drools*
LOL! later i think im going out. see Vivian want go out anot lurs.
i want go Bugis laaaaa! HAHAAA.
but i gort very lil money niahs. )'X
humphhhhhhhhh.

later come back den post.
i going to pompom now. xDD

takecare,my dearies!
i miss you all already. :DD

RAWR,
nd guess what?
i dye my hair.
ALL BLACK!
AHHHH!
im regreting it now.
i hate my BLACK BLACK hair.
i want to dye it again.
i dont care!

rawr.
today was'd fun but tiring uhs.
start work today, sell candies,
i go th blocks there, kip telling my kelain story,
den alot ppl buy, Vivian so quiet siahs.
i did most of th talking. BOOO!
Vivian sucks! she cant sell candy la!
hahahahhah! den we FINALLy sell finish th candies.
we earned like $19.30
so lil. T___T
den we go to lot 1 nd eat. ate kimchi noodles.
it sucks. so lousy one. =.= maggie mee!
hmmmz. den at 5plus, abt want 6 le la,
Vivian wan to leave, she go home look after her dog.
den i go home also lurs. i go home time saw Siying xiaokeai,
Ah wei, Alex, Huilin nd thy all la. Siying jitao come hughug me.
hahahs. she very swit la. (:
i miss her! den ask cigg from ah wei, he give me.
den i go nd say he pigu da. he go nd tell Alex next year disturb me. =.=
AHHAAHS. stupid la.
humphhhhh. den go home time, saw Lawlen, he was'd crossing th street.
i disturb him . ahahahahahas! thts all le!
BYEEBYEE! hope i can earn lotsa money tml ! <333

HAHAAAA.
today was abit funny+tired.
at sch like abit busy nd nth to do.
busy cos alot of program arranged for us.
nth to do cos my class like all th periods i bo mood.
i was'd slping. hahas.
after sch went to buy hair dye with meigwan nd vivian.
den after tht raymond joined us.
he join us den he also wan dye his hair.
he wan dye red. we all walked ard, nd den me nd Raymond go th carpark smoke.
Vivian follow us. but she didnt smoke. haha. she good girl la,can.
i also wanna be a good girl ):
den after tht meigwan left. raymond so good la,
help me take my distionary,books,files..etc.
hohos. den we three hang ard th void deck. i smoke again.
raymond keep on disturb me. den i go nd take out kotex to disturb raymond.
HAHAHAHAHAAAA. in th end, we stick it on th wall.
funny, raymond still go draw what for girls who lai ang.
LAMEE. >.< zzzzzz.
so funnnnnnny.
ytd so walao eh.
ytd night i almost get scolded by my mummy, she saw a lighter on my bed.
lucky i clever i make up story. =.=
i say i steal th lighter from th DNT room cos its very nice.
my mummy believe leh. (: AGAGAGGAAA!
thts all.,
tml going out to work with Vivian nd Weisiang.
hope tht it would be fun tml. (:
BYEEBYEEEEE~~

all of my friend nd blog readers!
take care of yourself!
nd also have lotsa fun! MWARKS!

hurhurhur.
i had my hols planned out le.
i would be working this hols. busy uhs.
anyone wanna work with me? if nort only me nd vivian.
haha. nevermind. more $$ ma.
going taiwan this hols! HAHAHAA.
dont worry. i'll buy presents for you guys! :DDD

hello!
today was'd a busy day.
had lotsa programs for us in sch.
police talk, emotional wellness talk, blah blah..
tml still have a f-ing talk abt streaming next year.
i was thinking of ponten-ing sch. hmmz.
should i? but wont get result slip leh. pouts*
nd its like been so long since i posted uh.
these few days went swimming with baoying jie.
went to th jurong there de complex. fun!
haha. den today i late for sch.
still like so happy can? th teacher thot i crazy leh. she say why i late den still so happy..
lol. i have th every right to be happy la.. im late for th 4th time this term.
den recess didnt serve detention. haha! LALALA!
because i went to th toilet in 4th floor to #$%#%.
den asked th f-ing Ronnie,Alex,Joel for something,
den they disturb me! at there crap with me. =.=
rubbish la. den during ms wu science lesson,
i go to th toilet , shimei nd louise jie there. haas.
we paly there! den shimei mop th floor.
den after sch, hang ard with Vivian.
today like never talk much to Rowena laogong. ):
sorry dear. she only come to tell me tht Nicholas want me to meet him.
but in th end didnt meet Nich, went with Vivian.
we lalalalalla ard. eat chicken rice at 806 there. YUM*
take something from th ppl, they so nice. give me.
den happy! (:
thts all le!
BYEE! MWARKS EVERYONE! :DDD

hmmmmmmz.
today was'd a tiring day.
mixed emotion lurs.
gort happy de, also have sad.
today we have concert at sch.
it was'd lame. i didnt prepare anything to annoy th ppl.
but when they all are performing, i laughed like a mad woman!
hohos. nd th malay singing nd clapping blah blah. when they stopped clapping,
i act retard den clap clap clap like siao eh. (:
th carpet tio burn. haha. so funny. den mrs selvan go save th carpet.
den go back class th emotion inside my heart is so heavy,
it felt just like my heart is gonna drop dead anytime.
my very good friend get class caning.
it was too harsh for me, i didnt dare to look.
so, i didnt look at all. i was just like kip burying my face in my hands thru th two strokes.
but, when i heard th caning sound, i dont know why, just one drop of tear drop.
eventho its nort me kena cane, but i feel th pain too. he is my friend.
many of my classmates were also in tears, maybe cos we knew him like for almost a year le.
shared so many memories.. hmmm. i hope noboday would get any of these punishment le. very hurting to me. ):
den after tht went to class continued lessons, slp in class,
slp like thru out th whole thing.. den kena molest by shimei!
th horny de girl hor, go unhook my bra. she horny la, bo bian.
den after tht went to yoshinoya eat lunch with Rowena,Vivian.
they say nort yummy, but i think nort bad lurs.
den go mos burgers drink water, i eat ichigo bliss(frozen strawberries)
so yummy cans! den go lala ard. Rowena left. i go some blah blah corner to blah blah. saw Sihui dearie at kfc, den like happy family liddat.
Huihui,Siewfeng,Cindy,Meldryne all come. haha. so funny can.
den chatted with them awhile. Sihui tell Vivian to dont let me blah blah.
stupid Vivian go tell dearie tht i @@%$&^%^(.
wtf la. i $#@$@^%$#$^ is mine prob.
dont blame my friends. THANK YOU.
BYE! i update tml. (:

F U C K !
im damn bored. =.=
rawr. almost nobody's online.
nd my fuck up mood is back.
wtf. cheebye la.

ytd night i was talking to Jiaxin,Louise on th phone till 12plus.
hmmz. think tht what Louise jie say make sense also.
decide to ting jiejie de hua. (:

BLAH BLAH.
BYEEEE~

i am fat. ):














i must slim down. ):

hihi~ just came back home.
morming time go out with my family.
nd my cousins thy all also gort go.
we go those goat farms all tht.
den go fruit farm. haha.
took photos nd all tht.
but nort alot of them, th camera lousy. =.=
upload th pics later.

abt ytd night..
my dears, im okay. (:
really, all this while,
i feel tht im so mafan.
trouble all of you.
but none of you were angry with me for being this way.
in fact, you all showered more love,care nd support on me.
thinking of myself, i am sensitive
too sensitive till i cause myself more heartache.
i refused to let go of things tht arent mine..
today onwards, i will be th happy Peiyee back.
i will smile th happiest smile.
like what ykay say: 'i dont even understand you now, i want to understand th happy Peiyee, nort th depressed one'
haha. i love you all. sincerely.
all this words come form deep inside my heart! <3


Rowena: We just hope so that she is alright lor!!! =)
21 Oct 06, 16:17Rowena: see how lor!! But on that day she told me that she is happi i can really see that she is happi lors!!!
21 Oct 06, 16:10vian-row: really tt gal can hide her feeling well sometimes even i dun understand she can say she is alright bt u wont noe if she is hurting inside ...
21 Oct 06, 14:45Rowena: fun mahs!! Dun worry about py!! She told me that she now feel very happi and she has found her happiness le!!

from vivian de tagboard.

DEDICATIONS TO MY DEARS! <3
Vivian:
my dear girl, im okay.
all these while, you were thr for me.
i love you. when you made up your mind, pls tell me.
we will be th closest twin ever again. iLu*

Rowena:
dear laogong, xiexie ni.
you always seem to be thr too.
thanks for th times tgt.
thru my sadness nd happiness, you always dont have any compalins eventho i seem to be talking rubbish sometimes. love you lots!

YongKang:
thanks, buddy.
what you told me help me alot.
friends forever. (:

Weiting:
thanks, baobei.
im really ok.
i know its up to me.
but since so many ppl warned me.
i might as well nort take th risk.
bcos i really lack th courage le..
iLu* muacks!

and th others i didnt mention..
th ppl who care nd love me!
I LOVE YOU ALL TOO!
MUACKS! <3

this girl is weiting. she is my baobei. (x

hihi~
wah piangs, i today stay at home leh.
im a guai kia! (x
no la. i stay at home slp nors.
didnt even wan go out when vivian jio me out. paiseh.
im tired wan slpp!
nth to do anyway. told my daddy to let didi stay at home.
im gonna look after him, but i ended up slp! AHAHA!
my mummy bought baby muffins for me as breakfast! YUMYUMS!
vanilla flavoured ones! so niceee.. nd cute, even th name is cute, baby muffins.
ytd night i applied medicine to my face injury, i think it shrunk. (:
i look better now. (: else i dont think im gonna step out of th house. haha.
just now i use my mummy's kiwi mask.
it feels so good mannn.. heavenly..
so cool, but my didi keep laughing. ok, my didi is a 2 year old kid,
he dont know how to talk, but he is so so so naughty!
den just now he ALMOST break my princess snowglobe.
thank god i saved it. and one good news,
i think aliff th fucker's parents arent gonna pursue th matter,
nd they let yk go. but still have punishment i think..
but better den getting expelled huh? lols.
haha. next time dont anyhow fight,
tat day in th library i go beat hosea leh, i strangled him.
so qiao 3/3 was in th library too. Raymond nd Johnson,Cheeseng nd Braden,
they all chua tio tat i beat hosae. it is bcos he wan pengweh hai my friend. you fucking cheebye hosea.
they all go ask vivian what happen to me after tat.. luckily vivian hold me nd push me away if nort th hosea will be dead. watch out.
but now i dont think im angry le. Yongkang is ok le. (:
thank god. i prayed for you know, yongkang.
you owe me a meal. (:
ahahahahhahahhah1 thats all le, i shall upload pics now.! (:

PRESENTING..
th RETARDS! :DD

th no.1 retard!
i win th title hands down! grins*

(PICTURE REMOVED BCOS VIVIAN SAY SHE UGLY! =.=)
th 2nd retard is beside me.

presenting th whole retard clique!

shirley,kit,xinting,me,vivian!

those nort in th pic: Debbie,madeline,Rowena,Jaron. XD

did anyone notice me cover my face in all th photo?

HAHAHAHHAH! want know why?

i injured la. th scar so ugly. ):

hahs. anyway i will be better nd th scar will be gone! (:

and, my dears!

im feeling so much better!

yes! i am! because i thought of th f-ing aliff legs broken.

AHAHAH!

those ppl who pengweh,

watch out mannn.

you'll all burn in helll....

back from cck.
just reach home..

hais!
i am sad ahhhhhhhhhhh!
it shouldnt be me thats supposed to be sad!
but i cant help it.
this kinda thing happen to my friend.
no matter what, he is my friend la.
im sorry if i have used harsh words on you in th past.
but i really dont want you to get EXPEL!
hais. im worried for you luhs. deep in my heart.
why are you so chong dong that day?
th guy in hospital you know? hais.
im sad for th friend i love dearly.
im more sad for th other friend thats sad for you.
she is in tears bcos of you.
i hope you really can be good if this time round nth happen.
lets pray for him kays.
i pray for you. god bless you. ):

HELLOS!
in th sch lab now..
today was so fun cans!
go library for soooo many periods!
so many teachers never come. YAYYYS!
its cos include mrs selvan nd th f-ing ms wu den i so happy de!
bwahahahs. im soo nasty. =.=
den just now in th library kept scolding by mr loi nd th mrs letchumi.
cos firstly, i play comp den he tell me off i dont want.
secondly is cos mr loi tell me sit th library counter,
i sit, den go play th chairs, slide here nd there, untill he so dulan.. he scream at me.
bwahahahahhahahahahahs. i still so heck care!
sorry,cos i wanna have fun in sch can!
hohos. paiseh la, den now is pw,
have fun in th class too! everyone is playing comp! hohos! me too!
im hearing songs nd blogging. hmmmmmz.
later i go cck pay tution fee nd terminate tutions,
im also gonna walk ard nd shop for new hair accesories,
vivian going too.. she pei me.
hmmmz. me nd vivian NEVER quarrel or COLD WAR!
i just didnt feel like talking to her kays! dont aske me why i dont want talk to her kays!
its cos i dont feel like, but today we going out tgt la..
nd ppl who asking abt my face injury,
hohos! im ok. (:
i got into a fight. =.=
i know its lame. im OKOKOKOK!
I AM OK. NORT PAIN LAAAA!
dont hart pain wo. wo mei shi..

came to post le!
hopefully, im feeling much much more better today!
i even wrote down more than 10 reasons to be happy!
would upload th things i wrote when im having a good hair day! HAHA!
so, today my daddy drive me to sch. (:
so good of him, den go sch, chit chat with th girls of my class,
den go class, we alll happy like mad,
mrs selvan didnt come! =DD YAYYYS!
at th class was fooling ard with my classmates,
we join 6 tables tgt den have a meeting. hahas.
i was th chair woman of th meeting, it was a fun nd meaningful chat.
den go recess with my dearest classmates, love them! =D
den it was like so fun, only not fun thing is miss wu's lesson.
she exam over le, still trying to teach! ytd lecture us, lecture bu gou uhs? i was almost aslp, man.
den last period, was again th chair woman of a 'meeting'. AHAHAS.
fun mans, they all was like so enthu nd crazy with me today!
den 3/3 came. BOOOOOOS!
chatted with Braden,Johnson,Cheeseng,Raymond.
hahas, they so you zhi. childish la..
keep on say me shortie. T_T
den with they all craps! den sch ended,
out with they all, Louise jie, Shimei mummy,Jiaxin all there.
den th Ronnie keep tell me give him cigg.
i say i stopped le right! walaos.
den awhile after tat left with Shimei nd Munirah,
met up with Nich. had fun with Shimei at th blks there.
den buy ticketsd watch movie, watched SILK.
stupid show. i dont understand lurs. >.<
blah blahs.. but it is scary la.
in th cinema, i take Nich jacket kip covering my face!
den he say when gort ghost come out time i kip pinching him!
hahahs! so funny! den after th show go walk ard.. hohos.
go b3 talked nd showed Nich my classphoto. hahas.
den when going home, took lift saw Kit,
hahas. she with her mummy nd sister, they watching SILK too.
den me nd nich go bus stop tgt.. i take 913 he take 950,
but he send me nd pei me wait for bus, so nice of him (X
TATAS~
tats all le!
update tml! (x

im very sad nd confused.
my Vivian is gone!

fly away, Vivian.
i shall nort blame you. (:

and you,
i think you know who you are..
pls think abt my feelings,
telling me all those things in msn ,
you know it is killing me to see you tat way...

HAIS!
I WANT DIE!

i am feeling lousy.
please leave me alone.
how i wished i could just forget it all like its a nightmare.
TAKE ME AWAY.

hate me forever.
LAI. LAI.LAI.
hate me barhs.

everyone, dont say you love me,
where were you all when i need you?
i am not a toy.
dont take me when you want,
throw me away when you dont want.
i get hurted too.

i look happy, but what lies beneath you never see.

1) th three of us de shoes! Viv,Me,Row!<3
2) th three of us! <33
3) moody me, in class..
4) hao lian abt my mos burger frozen strawberry! YUMYUM*!
5) me nd Vivian. me act cute.. AHAHS! (X

hihi!
today was quite fun mans!
get my classphoto le. hohos.
cute man.. but my face! >.<
uglyyyy! f-ing de ugly lurs!
grrr! >:((
stupid lousy skill th photographer!
den told my beloved classmates to sign!
forced th tooties to write me good girl, pretty girl all tat..
ahahhas. so funny. Hosea sign for me lehs!
when i free i upload th classphoto show you guys!
den th whole lessons in school was like playing?!
i was like th one with th most autographs at my photo!
hohos. bo bian, so many ppl LOVE me!
LAI LAI LAI LAI ! COME LOVE ME! <3
den after sch out with Rowena nd Vivian,
go kfc to try th new cheesito pocket.
disappointed leh. nort tat yummy.
i'll prefer my ZINGER ANYTIME!
den after tat ykay come find us.
they eat den we left.. we all go walked ard nd den sit at 2nd floor bench.
slacked nd zhilian! at there abt 1 to 2hrs! LOLS!
that time spent there is meaningful.
talked abt my trouble.. all fan nao gone!
but its back, now again..
den go mos burgers slacked..
ordered ice milk-tea nd frozen strawberries! YUMS!
shall upload pics when my DEAREST Rowena send me!
love my girls, Row nd Viv! (:

and announcement!
i shall live for myself.
smoke for myself.
quit for myself.
i will smoke if i want to,
but try nort to,
cos Vivian loves me!
Rowena too!
Debbie too!
Weiting too!
Wenjie didi also!
and all my lovely classmates!
thanks my friends for all th encouragement!
I LOVE YOU ALLLL!
WO AI SI NI MEN! mwarks*!

ytd i threw my whole pack off cigg away.
inside gort 17 sticks.
i dont want to smoke le..
altho i will like very sian, but nevermind.
i can take it de..

{POST edited, i dont wnat ppl worry!}

im ok. i am stubborn only.
i need to know th truth.
hais.
now talking to Vivian on th phone..
i am sad. but i will be ok soon..
i dont want to get hurt.. ):
help me pls..

i found this in friendster bulletin,
think quite meaningful,
so decided to share it with you guys! (:
pls repost it! thanks.
repost it if you ver felt that way,
or cried for a guy before.

If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
If you take her hand,she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.
A girl wont cry easily,
Except in front of the person
who she love the most, she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily,
only when she loves you the most,
she put down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you
please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of your decision,
you ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of you,
When she cry bcoz of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?

Think.
Which other girl have cried
wif pure sincerity,
Infront of you,
And bcoz of you?
She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain,hurt,n agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys, Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".
To my friends...
Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do dis to a girl, You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life, she's the only one that love YOU the most.

one word!

烦啊！！！

AHHHHHHHHHHH!
what th hell mans!
im going crazy la.

i very 烦 uhs.

AHHHHHS! dont know who to tell uhs!
vivian is happy, i dont want spoli her mood also.
i dont know laaaa. she my bestest nd most trust person.
but she happy now, i dont want her affected by my mood.
hais!


我不开心。我很很很烦!

谁能听我说？

vivian meeting ykay later.
so bad, i so long didnt have heart to heart chat with her.
only last night we chat for like an hour on th phone. (:
hohos. later going to meet Nich. xDD
tats all. maybe later come back continue..
SEE BEN XIAO JIE MOOD XIAN!

(post edited cos too sensitive!)

nd so jus now i met up with Nich.
at cwp de kfc watch for th f-ing Joel.
his name is Joel aka Cheehao aka el zi..
el zi more nice cans! (:
watched movie at bishan,
this time watch th Rob-B-Hood.
lame show. wan slpppp laaaaa..
stupid showwwww.. taoyans!
den sit th last row with Nich,
wtf mans, th door kip opening,
distract me from my sweeeeet dreams!
F la. anyway ykay i nort angry with you le.
NI ZUI HAO ZHI DAO ZHE ME ZHUO REN HORS!
DUI **** HAO YI DIAN! ELSE WO BA NI GAN DIAO!
okok, continue,
th movie very long lehs. 2hr plus. >.<
den i in th cinema sooo cold!
and me th baichi wear short pants nd tee,
i a lil sot la. paiseh.
i kip on complain to Nich, but he so engross in th movie!
F la ,you ! >:(((
den watch finish take mrt back wdl.
Nich go kranji. in th mrt so funny..
one bangala gort alot chest hair den nich kip tell me go see..
bendannns. >.<
anw i tired le!!
BYEEEEEEEEEEEE! <3

Vivian xingfu hors! <3
me lehs? bu xing fu.. ):

me, Gerald and Nich. X3
obviously i look like a siao-zabor.. ZzZ










th rabbit lollypop is mine!
th other two is Nich & Gerald de!










th three of us share de chicken! YUMYUM*
stop drooling la!










AHHHH! i look ugly in this pic!
blame Nicholas, he skill lousy la!

hi everyone.
ytd was quite rush so didnt post.
went to bishan with th siao langs ,
was an unhappy outing.
firstly, at th cwp i scolded ykay,
cos im damn dulan, tat day he can make me nd Nich wait,
but ytd he wait for Nich awhile maciam will die liddat,
cheebye la, asshole.
nd he always blame Nich de luhs. argh!
feel very angry for Nich lurs. >:(((
den after tat in mrt, i like damn sad thinking of vivian thing.
they all thot i angry, only Gerald nd nich ask if im okay lurs.
den reach bishan le, me nd Nich nd Gerald go see th movie time first,
but its at 1.35pm, so still alot time, den we go walk around awhile nd go foodcourt eat.
they eat, i never, i jianfei! so drink water niahs.
they all kip telling me to eat their carrot cake, dont mistaken hor.
they two nort tat good de lurs. is cos they cant finish it !
ahahs, but i never eat la. too oily!
den go basement, we three eat th chicken XXL de!
Nich go take photo.. hahas. den we three at there take pics too,
my face like siao liddat, tell him delete he dont want. F la Nich.
den we three go buy snacks to eat at cinema,
bought old changkee nd lollypops,
den go cinema, we three enter le, den i sit right, Nich centre, Gerald left.
in th cinema we all like siao siao liddat! esp Nich!
th advertisement very funny, he go laugh so loud.
siao ding dong. still dare say me. >:(
den till half of th movie, i maciam half aslp le, nich take straw blow air at my face!
siao eh. den i wake up abit, watch again.
he so funny la, wear jacket den th sleeves no hand de. cos hide inside th jacket. hahas
den he kip complain say very cold. den after tat go playground,
i smoke. he was like wan try smoke lurs. but i say cannot (:
Gerald left with ykay they all, left with me nd Nich.
same as ytd,
den abit sian, go back cwp lurs.
buy mac eat at basement, cos we scared ppl think we couple.. =.=
den mit shimei, yuan yi they all also there.
they all thot we stead, den shimei tell us wan go see raymond yeo tio taiji,
we all dont wan go, den me nd Nich go home lurs.
liddat lurs.
shall upload pic when Nich send me. <3
tatas~
bye!

th body behind is mine! :DDD

we childish. =.=

they shuai. i ugly. T__T

hihi~
today is th 2nd last papers!
tml art. think of art also sian uhs.
today after sch go out with yongkang,Nicholas nd Wenjie
so fun :DD
we go imm to play catching! (:
so fun cans!
i tag with Nich ! :DD
he very gentleman la. like i said!
he tag me so kelian cans.
he ben lai is can run damnnnn fast de,
but wait for me nd help me carry my bag all tat,
he become slower le.. paiseh lehs.
but i so nice :DD i treat him bubbletea!
hahas. den play till so tired man. but same word FUN!
den me nd nich find they all like SIAO LANGS liddat.
guess whr they all! they at th downstairs eat until so happy!
bastards lehs! den they all play so many rounds until i very tired ahs.
Nicholas gastric pain, hahas.. bendan :D
den kena ps by they all laaaaaaaa! wtf!
me nd nich left to go back wdlands !
we very du lan luhs.
den we still dont wan go home..
stay till 6 plus den go home,
we walk out side so hot cans,
over all its a VERY happy day for me.
thanks to them make me happy like a siao lang. hahas
LOVE YOU GUYS! :DD
tc, my readers! <3s
TATAS!

hihi~!
very long never blog le.
cos i busy la. hohos. paiseh, my readers! ;D
im sorry , my dears. <3
to make up for it, i give you all candies!

nice anot? (: hohos.
okay. firstly, i went to be th dont know who's bride maid.
tiring man! helllllll..
den th weather still so hot man,.
wear until liddat somemore.
boooooooooooooooos~

yesterday
hohos` ytd stay at home.
cos th weather is sooooo hot.
my daddy cook curry nd crab noodles all tat.
yumyums. den my cousin come.
we eat! (:
yaoguang come also. my mummy wan him help me tution!
no way! hahahahahhaahahahhaahahhahahss
den they stay until night time,
i go slp.....

today
morning meet with shimei,
we go school tgt. (:
wait her so long man..
den go sch..
lala-ed.
den after sch meet with ykay they all.
go eat kfc with yongkang, nicholas, wenjie, jiasheng.
nicholas so gentleman huh. !
he help me take th food!
haha. then we go b3 eat.
den we all so damn happy can.
stupid ykay go kip on make funny joke den i cannot eat le.
stupid him. den he kip on fart. walao.
he fucking erxin la. >.<
okkkkkkkkkk, tatas ~
<3333333333333333333333333s

hihi~
blogging again~ wheeees
i love blogging so much!
hohos, nd today was a long day for me..
early morning saw ykay they all in sch,
chatttttt for so long abt th !@#$#%$^$%^
hoho, it is funny like helllll man.
den bendan jiasheng finally get his zero degree botakl le.
hmmmmmz. so th sad for him.
we all go cwp nd den saw jiasheng nd ykay all tat.
botak kia! lols. den saw weiting bb,
saw xiaoeric, they all laaaa.
lazy to mention who.. me nd vi so dee siao lurs.
go pet shop ask if a stone need to eat what all tat.
nd go courts test th sofa! LOL!
heeeees. nd den i go see th xiaoeric's angkong at his hands.
so scary la. i go touch some more...
ewwww. th skin come out bcos he say he dont wan th angkong.
he working in th zoo as zoo-keeper now. hmmz.
next time go dee-siao him in th zoo. hahahahahs
hahs. anyway who is th 'relative' in my blog de tagboard?
anyboday tell me? LOLS!
tc everyone..

here agains~
today quite alot thing happen.
1) i eat mac donalds breakfast! =X
2) th fuck machine in sch dont give me drinks nd eat my money!
3) me , yongkang , gerald , wenjie, vivian so naughty... !$#@$#%$%^
4) ponten tution
5) tio ppl.

hohos~ jus bac from 883.
i slapped a brutch~!
omg~! he so close to me den i chua tio go slap.
nd tio taiji with him nd another malay.
th malay so guailan. i smoke at th blk void deck disturb me.
i go call ppl come down nd he lan-lan.
he chua tio. nd go call his korkor help,
den settle with th malay.
but th brutch huhs, call so many ppl down lei.
i call yongkang nd th boys down to help.
they so nice lei.. so sweet of them to help me.
den yongkang nd me pretend to be stead nd say why infront of my 'stead' dont dare bully me uhs.
hohos~ den i wait till soooo long th hor nd sio lo kuan ppl come.
th all settle nd say suah ;urs. nabeh la.
th stupid brutch. den one of th boy , i dont know th name but is stop schooling de liaos, he go ask my no. den he say tat i so pro in slap ppl , next time mus tell me settle . lols!
but joel , ston zi , wu ming all so sarcastic lors.
they all say wat he wan jio me all tat. he jus like after settle prob wan friendly niah. anyway i never give real no. HOHO!
den th big big kor kor with gold hair so nice laaaaa.
he so nice ! LOLS!
den wait at th bus-stop for bus with joel wu ming nd viv.
th guy who take no. from me snatch lollypop from my mouth!
den he go walk walk nd den i know tat he will come back. he come back beat my head nd return me th lollypop he tell me open mouth, den he put in. so funny. =.=
den cramp onto th last seat of th bus. me nd joel anyhow go point mid finger at th ppl on th road! so funny. hahas.
den after tat rubbish talk with them.
den go home~
i didnt get scolded by mummy for ponten-ing leis!
very th happy!
nd byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

hohos!
feel quite happy today!
hmmz. my maths paper is still ok.
i know how to do at least a few qns ahs.
thank god! gam xia. xie xie,
jus gang gang mang wan.
help baobei weiting do th skin lurs.
humph. but th skin i luan lai eh. cos very busy la.
will help her do a veryyyyyyy nice one when eoys are over! (:
jus now funnny man.. disturb th ppl during break-time.
hohos~ buy potato wedges nd th nuggets go class munch.
hahahas! make so mannnny of th ppl liu kou shui.
madeline wan th food, i dont give her. ddX
heees. den jus now whack th safi.
he deserve it laaa. but can say tat i guai lan also.
he go play with th door until i du lan uhs.
i tell him use compasses to poke me. hohos~
he dont dare. den i lift up my hand, nd say 'go on. jus poke'
he dont wan den i move my hand nd let th thing poke.
den i say' wah. u poke me.'
den after tat givehim few slaps nd use peachie tea bath his head,
he damn deserve it, ppl who piss lao-niang off have no good ending de..
hohohohohoho~ (X
thats allllllllllllllllllllll~

nd oh. i forget to tell u guys a joke.
tat day th mr supaya gave yongkang nd jiasheng warning to cut hair.
ykay go cut le. jiasheng prefer th sch to cut.
isnt he dumbo? LAME! den mr supaya ask wat level he wan th hair to be.
level 1, 2 or 3. three is th longest lurs.
he say wat know?
ZERO! he is stupid or wat siahs.
sometime i wonder he gort brain anot de lor.
he brain maciam peanuts can. ):
piss off la. altho he is a nice boy but why he so no brain one. >.<
LOLS! hope he can inherit some brains from yongkang. hmmmmmmmmz.
]BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

hihi~
now in th sch library, th stupid mdm ow never come again.
beside me is lenon nd rowena ,
so funny laaa. jus now rowena slp but i disturb her until she wake up.
nd i found out tat alot of ppl in rss read my blog. >.<
so shy cans? lols. know how i know?
jus now 1st period of th he , i sit with szeling baobei.
she help me 'bu xi' hahas.
she tutor me. (: no la. i also nevr study dao.
hmmz. jus now play with some sec 2s ,
sit with them at th same table.
a boy from badminton 2/6 de, so lame la.
he dont know how he get my blog add de.
he reads my blog! nd he says tat im a bully?!
ewww. no lurhs. he say tat during th hip hop dance last time ,
i go bully a boy tats fat fat , cute cute de. guess who's tat boy?
arlalals~ none other than my darling hosea.
den i keep saying tat i never. he dont believe. i think his name is wei ren uhs.
nd th other guy kaixian, he very ke lian , kena disturb by me nd vivian.
they tell me tat they always see me. ahas. at th kopitiam eat, all tat.
hahas. they say i like very lame lurs. but i think i am a very clever girl.
thats th truth! nd rowena is nodding her head now.
lenon left already. hummphhhs.
jus now cha yi dian kena caught fot cigg uhs.
mr chong th dance cher saw smth in my pencil case nd took out.
lucky gort vivian help else it would be another cher know tat i smoke le.
dots la. nd so suay lurs. i never ting ke in class.
listen to rowena 's hp, mr kok walked pass nd saw.
tat was so T_______T lurs. paiseh uhs, rowena.
nd in dance class ,kip zhi lian. again. paiseh to rowena.
hahas. she so ke lian always have my pic in her hp.
>.< hahahahahs~ i love vivian ,
hahahaahhah~ i am joking !
no im not. ok la.
i love all my friends! (X
<33333333333333333333333333s

hihi~
eoys start today, today english papers (X
erm. i can say tat its ok,
gort some prob with th passage of paper 2,
gosh tat one very boring lurhs. >.<
i do le wan slp. after paper one gort break so funny la.
me nd vivian spent th break making stupid names for ppl.
hahaas. example of th names:
mei guan : lao soh mei zhi mai guan cai.
continue later. BYE~

this is what i have to say.
nd to my best friend aka twinnie:
you are a retard, but i love you. <3
a friend will call you a retard,
but a best friend will call you a retard nd act like one herself. :D
yeah. thats me nd you! <333