happy anniversary,love♥!

happy anniversary,
my dear hunnybunny♥
there'll be muchmuchmuch more anniversaries tu come right? (:
and hun,i love you.

1)stitch frm baby.
2) he's tired and dere i am irritating him.

1)bored. 2)sien. 3)baby's slping nd im bored so camwhoreeee!

i skipped sch agn.
howhowhow? new resolution for '08
dunt kip skipping sch. hope it aint too late.
today went baby's hse agn. korkor&bee was slping.
i so bored&hungryyy. den woke baby up.
nd also woke korkor up. den we went dwnstairs buy food up tu eat.
den bee's korkor help me buy cigs. nd went up eat.
he say i ah pu neh. cos i use hand eat my prata~
after tat watch abit tv~ nd dey went back slp~
sibeh pig lur. bee's kor gf didnt cum.
so sian. nobody tu sotplug wit todae. hahaa.
den korkor went out. bee slp i use comp lur.
webcam wit qixuan e ninja! he say himself samurai.
nd he is an idiot saying im lame.
he say im skinnier thn e last tym he saw me. :D
yep. nd baby sent me back todae.
i agree tht im much more upset&vexed in a relationship,
but yep, at e same tym im happy making sacrifices
nd also much more xingfu in a relationship. (:

baby,no regrets,
i love you,love holding hands,love hugging,
love warm cuddles,love smelling you,
love your big tee tagged L,
love your sweet kisses,
love sharing e same cig(maybe nt),
love taking many many pics with you,
love tickling you,love to dote you,
love to hear you call me baby,
love to hear you whisper i love you in my ears,
love it whn you always say 'dunt cry lar,dumb'
love to sayang you,love everything abt you.♥

AND GRR.
my father's a real pain in e ass.

my b'dae in 4days tym. [:

its my b'dae in four days tym.
dear daddy,mummy,bf,twinnie,friends,cousins,and all whos reading.....
i am naughty uhh,i knw. but you all love me right?
you can make me happy by granting my wishes. =X
oh. and i will be a good friend,daughter,twinnie,and of cos a great gf (:
so plsssssssss grant my wishes. eheheh.
nd also i hope i will get a nice surprise(hints wilson neo)
for example fetch me tu sch nd fetch me home etc etc(obvious enough,baby?)

LOVELY RIGHT? (:

ohhhhhhhhhhhh i cant wait for my 15th b'dae.
no celebrations tis year cos fri's camp.
bt i knw i will make up for it by having sososososo much fun in e hols. :D

im gg tu wake by up by bombing her fone!
cant wait cos its been ages since we went town tgt!!!!

buzzzybeeee~

taken before gg out for steamboat ytd nite. [:


tis morning went for brkfast wit my family,
bcos i woke up at 8am(which is a broken record)
ate dimsum!! YUMMYYY~ :D
den went t sum stupig fishfarm wit so many mosquitos!
just tu buy fish for my lil bro. bastard lar.
he dunt even knw how tu tc of fish lur.
took pics anw. nd deres tis puppy so cute pls.
vry playful. i tink it likes my daddy alot.
kip holding onto my daddy's legs refuse t let go.
even wanted tu follow us into e car. omg~ cutiepie.
my mummy was so afraid lar pls. my lil bro find it fun. haa.
hmm. at hme nw. nd waiting for by tu wake up cos we're gg out.
bomb her fone yet she asleep. grrr~ piggg.
let her slp enough im gg tu bath nd prepare nw.
and ohhhhhjhhhhhh!
my b'daeeeeee in another 4days!
and yep,holidays which is equal tu more tym wit my babyboy~
stayovers at his place~ nd gg back tu jurongspring. omg i miss dem (:
been talking tu ninja(qixuan),nd zixuan.
i wna learn tu whistle frm ninja!! ehehehs :D


see my other post today pls.
bye! STUPIG BAOYING PLS WAKE UP T_T

DIE LAR.

peiyee should stop skipping sch,
stop being evil or karma might just eat her alive.
peiyee should agree and admit t her wrong at some point of tym.
peiyee should put dwn her pride for e one she love
nt hiding her weakness by being stubborn.
peiyee should nt be smoking so much,
her lungs are fucking black.
peiyee should start dieting,
bcos she feels fat fat fat fat fat.
peiyee should stop getting into trouble in sch.
ohya. i gt new pinkform & blueform frm dunno which teacher.
zzzz kena 'backstab' who submit for me i also dunno. ZZZ
dunt trit me liddat leis. =.=!!!#@!%#@%@$
I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE CAMELS.
CAMELS LIVE IN DESERT
AND STORE FATS IN THEIR HUMPS TAT WHY BOOBS BIG?
UHHHH,NO IDEA. MOTHERFUCKER,
I AM GREEEEEEN.

i absolutely see no wrg in me being jealous.
why jealous? also bcos i care for you.
AM I WRG. YOU TELL ME-.-

ohhh my tiannnn arrrr.

so qiao eh.
skipped sch today went baby hse slp.
den vian also? omg.
wht you call xin you lin xi uh? haa.
baby didnt slp pei me go take mc.
darn sweet of him. nd den we cab back home :P
lazy bumm~ saw baby's korkor gf for e 1st tym.
o.o fierce&violent. me nd bee heard korkor scream frm our room.
tio smack by gf. den baby's kor trit us eat.
went dwn eat lur. i nd e korkor gf didnt eat. we both jianfei.
den talk cock lur. tmd sibeh lame.
kip make dem laugh. nd baby is toot der lur.
mixing sarsi nd e apple juice. hw clumsy lar,pls~
went home,all 4 smoked~ played abit wrestling.
haa. suggest 2V2 but nobody interested.
so we watch cartoon. dog smell flower=.=?
nd me gone abit bonkers~~~
sot diao liaooo,..kip talk cock at dere make e korkor&gf bth me.
tink i abit sot plug. den abit nt happy wit baby.
den warzone lur. den in e end nth liao.
vry angry kip complaining tu vian~ RAWR! =X
walao. nt i dunt trust my bf. but is lyk i cannot stand it ok~

这种痛，你能了解吗？guess wunt barh.
hope i can dunno all tis things den i will be happier.
lie tu me if you rly nid tu do all tis kind of things! &^*(^(^*!!!!!
grr. control my temper if nt i will siao siao agn.
den at dere throw temper let baby headache sia.
den he hong me talk tu me lyk talk tu empty space liddat.
cos whn i am angry i mean it. i say smth i mean it and i want it done.
i hate it whn baby neglect me
bcos i am his princess(HE SAID SO) and i want ALLL his motherfucking attention on me.
grrrrrr. rawr, i should stop posting bcos i am bursting wit all e motherfucka fustrated larrrr.
ok bye GRRR ring baby now explode going me how
adafadfdaffadagfdag!!!!!

♥i miss you sososos many pls.

today is so f*ing great
bcos i get tu see my babyboy! :D
yeppie. nd sch was like nt bad uhh.
bcos i had all e wksht in my math file.
nd urm,exams over.
i seem tu be slping in class all e tym. xD
stupig sia. recess was scary.
gt locked inside e service duct
whn smoking halfwae. omg~
hoon&me jitao stun sia.
den vian came tu our rescue.
thank god sia. after sch sneak off frm selvan lesson wit vian.
trained tu boonlay
vian went back sbw.
nd smth happen.
e vry evil vian laugh at me sia,
wtf! swear i will irritate you tu get revenge. :X
bought donuts&chicken rice for baby.
oh yep. baby gave me a piglet! haaa~
one for me nd one for him. [;
ilu~

super cute. i irritate him whn he slping. =X

e two piglets we have. one mine one his. (:

retard face pls.
i love my baby!

baby♥
im so into you...

nd,ohya.

happy 16th b'dae,weiren.
wished alrdy,yep.
but wish here agn.
i never forget your 5cent angpao okae. (:

upset

ehhh,maths kill.
ponten sch rocks.
vivian is irritating(SUPER).
she nd me plae in class,
kip irritate each other till mrs lee cant tahan us,
she scolded us 'bimbos'. wth right.
but yep,tink its right uh?
we are e only two who failed SS.
me is 3/17,she nt any better 5/17.
nd todae we went dwn eat.
after sch stay back for math.
vry vry sad. i want tu go baby hse one lur.
nd vian eye pain want go hme slppp.
but math is CRUEL. lol~
deprive us of wht we want tu do. HAISS.
nd my results all dwn e drain. all rubbish.

i hate e coldness of you,
i want tu be trit as in e past,
like your princess.
nw you just go out wit no 'i love you(s)',no 'i miss you baby(s)'...
(BABY JUST MSN-ed TO SAY ILY~) :DD
wht i knw is i nid your love,
nt your neglectation.
just knw tat i'll always love you...
bcos YOU ARE MY BABYLOVE<3

updates~ (♥)

todae is fridae!
nd i didnt go tu sch..
met baby in e morning nd like quite sian, so we decided tu nt go sch,
go his hse slp. lol~ den after tat went slp at baby's hse lur.
slp awhile den woke up tu watch abit of tv wit baby nd his kor.
den after tat dey gamble. i at dere watch,baby won $100 frm his kor.
den i went dwnstair buy tidbits up tu eat. shared tidbits wit bee&kor.
e auntie at e mamashop tinks im crazy.
wearing my bf's boxers nd his tee tagged L.
yep den went JE slackkk. nd home after tat.
yep. seems quite boring tu you guys,
but it has been a long day~ im tired~~ YAWNS*
pictures frm last week nd todae!
lazy upload all, just make do wit it. (:

princess room(mine!) baby catch for me :D cute sia.

1)taken todae,me&baby playing wit my front camera.
2)tis is me me me. AY BAYBAY,yo~

me&vian. poorthing,she removed her extensions vry pain.
tell me buy sweets for her. i tell her go eat shit. ahhaah :D
lols~ me love her. she love me too! yeppie (:

bye! <3

whn my hart just cant get enough.

me&you.


i ♥ you.
baby dunt ever go........ (:


I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you

I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me I can't survive
Don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause I need you in my life

♥

my regret.

as each dae passes by,
i find myself tinking abt my future
nd regretting for nt spending tym wisely.
tym rly pass fast nd within a blink of eye
everything i had is flying away frm my sight.
i flunked my math. i did last min studying.
but yep,its nth but shit. i knw i wunt pass.
im scared. for once i admitted,
im afraid of e uncertainty tht life has ahead for me.
im scared tht things wud change nd i wud nt be able tu control it.
how i wish life was a game which i can only save e great parts.
nd restart e parts i hate tu start over again.
uncertaintys scare me.
i cannot afford tu lose anythg i own nw.
bcos tat wud mean im left wit nth... tis past few years,
ive alrdy lost alot of things tat meant much tu me.
pretended tat it was alright. but i never got over it.
i cant stand e fact tat im unloved more thn loved nw.
and yes i knw you all hate me.
i hate you all and e world too. _I_
i asked myself i qns i thought was useful.
why do you pretend tu love yourself so much?
me: i had tu make up for e love i wasnt given....
i realised my fault nd saw thru ppl.
but i found tat those who were true tu me had left....

i hope wht i see is real.
babyboy. i want wht i heard on last friday tu be true.
tis tym its for real. gettin'too used tu having you by my side.
i love our son,ethan. our daughters,apple&kiki. all three e blood of neo.

bye.

15 feb.

neglected my blog,
sorry my dear diary.
e place i let out all my emotions.

been thru much these few daes.
nd yep,ytd was valentines.
nth special. i was alone. baby had sch till late.
sucks man. nd major fight ytd.
bloody fuck. why on valentine?!
fuck e puffy red eyes frm crying.
nd todae. sch ended at 12.30.
went mit nic buy sum stuffs nd off tu jurong.
met baby. fuck e tears.
started crying whn i see him.
idk why dunt ask me. tear just fell.
nd wild thoughts ran thru my head,.. shit.
crying frm jurong east till boonlay.
reach his hse still crying. cry frm 1pm tu 4plus.
how clever can i get. -.-
nd todae baby catch for me one marie kitty cookie keychain :D
nd idk how tu describe th other things lar. upload photo soon.
AND YEP,
sch is tiring me out. ): math is a killer.
nd CT sucks. flunk everything.
ohya! abt my trip tu thailand~
shopping madness. bought manymany things.
you wunt wna knw how much i bought.
over 10tops+ 12bottoms. nd two pairs of shoes.
nd many many pretty lingeries.
nd bought pencil case,stationary,tidbits and barbell for baby,
super happy. nd my life is getting boring tu you guys,uh?
end here. pics cuming up!



envy me! anna sui secret wish. its mine.

my babyboy. we eating at pastamania. super cute.
love all three of e photos i shot of him.

1)valentine's pressie. 33bucks for tis stupid wilted rose.-.- i hartpain his $$$!
baby gave me a bouquet of 11 roses. 11=一生爱你一个
surprised pls. he order frm sch nd transfer money tu huiling ask her pass me.
omg. super sweet. nd th hart is actually a mirror.
2) ten pack marlboro menthols. chio nt e box? wahaahaa. mine^^

me&vian in sch. nd me! scared you all miss me can . :P

thailand! tmd. look sibeh fat bodoh. ):

nd at thailand,my cocktail.
wht a nice shade of blue!

okie,gudnite! :D
brief updates of pic only.
update all whn im free.

let 3 years be quick. i wna be wit you.
nd... i rly hope i can trust you tis tym round...

PS: im nt okae.

im rly sorry,nd tired.
also i nid tu rest rly.
nd happy cny everyone.
i m off tu thailand till tis sunday.
nd yep,gettin pressie for my loved ones.





forget those ytds,
forget those pain.