hahahahahahahaaaaaaah.
today so happy ,
and todays a long long day for me.
long time didnt do so many things in a day lerhs !
spent the morning healthy lifestyle skipping nd laughing with defeng laoda nd vivian.
LOLS~ the ppl say ncc nd defeng was like : ncc ? tats y la. all maciam sissy.
so funny laaaaaa. can ?
dhen crap alots lurhs , wahs. we always go library one.
this class hurhs, like erms, 5days a week go lurs.
so wtf laa. haahs. but i like.
nd during mt period go library time me nd laoda nd vivian kip talking .
he so dirty ! use my lozenges cover go fill with liquid nd tat.
yucks. i dip my hand in nd make it on his head.
hahahaahahahahahah. dhen call it infared. LOL~
dhen yongkang was like so flirty laaaa. he flirt me. =X
go wink at me nd make tat pouty mouth. woah hahahahahah.
nd my whole recess was like sitting there drink lemon tea !
dhen dee siao ncc ppl. hahahaah.
i tell hosea , malik , raja , chwan rong tat if no one marry dhem tell me.
i be their bride. ! LOLS~ they think i saio already.
but i really one nutcase lurs.
see ncc ppl so high ! after school go canteen eat with defeng nd vivian.
we're so happy lurhs. HEHEEEEEEEEEES.
walk for so long. talked , went mountain , went drink bb tea.
SO MANY THING.
nd on the hill , defeng piggyback me ! (X
miss the feeling of being piggyback.
hahahaahaaaaaahaaaqaa.
mus find a stead who has strong arms so can piggyback me ! ddX
LOLS~

HAHAHAA !!
i didnt go to school !
SLACKED at home.
kena scold by mummy.
LOLs. my father the best didnt scold me.
he give me $50 , tell my go clinic take mc.
i go the clinic take mc nd buy some lozenges.
i say i sore throat. =X
edit something in my blog ytd.
now this song so nice !
name's Notice Me. (:
NICE !
its only one day didnt go school but i miss my friends !
ohahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
anyway i'll go school tml.
wanna go eat after school anyone ?
LOLS.
BYEEEEEEEEEEE~


每一天我都很想靠诉你我有多么的思念着你。。
可是，我想了想。。
我怕我一说了后，你会觉得我很烦。。
其实，你真得不懂我的心有多么痛苦。。
为什么你都不在乎我的感受。。
如果有那么一天，你又回到我的身边。。
我不知道是幸福还是悲伤啊。。

today,
go parade square kena deesiao by hazuan(1/3)
he say me gonna go 2/3 next year.
whaaaaaaat theeeeee fuuuuuucckkkkk laaaaaaaaa.
i wont, he say liddat cos he saw my report book before. =\
AND
maths class was ok lurhs.
like at least i learnt something ?
ite been like months since i touched that maths book .
all my homework from febuary till may was done by other ppl.
they help me do.
guess i need to do something about this already lurhs.
when dont know time must ask express peeps lerhs ,
i really wanna bian guai lehs.
so no more smoking , sn******e all that.
i like so hate the new timetable.
nd mrs selvan caught me for my hmwk today.
i owe her damn long liaos , thought she forget.
she didnt siahs.
nutcase sometimes memory so good , sometimes like shit .
watever laaa.
reachd home at about 1plus, cos planning to go out with vivian.
we going swimming. last minute cant.
me lai ang. wtf. i was looking forward to dipping my head underwater !
cb , rahs ! >:((((((
angry*
i dread the sight of rss's canteen now.
i dont know why.
i HATE reccess in the canteen.
it sucks. VERY MUCH.
my mummy ask me send her ringtones from my hp
so gave me back hp awhile .
walaos ehs.
gort one person , i dont know who was sending shit to me lorhs.
all in chinese derhs lurhs. about wat ai xu yao yuan fen ?
go die larhs.

thats all,
bye for now.

WTF.
guess wat my maid did !!
she ran away from my house while my mummy bring didi go school ~
siao ding dong one the maid !
so now i no more maid already , must wait for the new one.
wtf , wtf , wtf !
nd i long time ago notice her like siao already lurhs.
she talk to herself nd she sometimes smile to the blank air.
walaos. give me the creeps .
mad already. scary.
nd my msn i lost the password !
cos all along i dont know the pw derhs.
i lazy go find nd my comp just sign in auto marhs.
now tat comp nort working !
wtf go die larhs !
lalalaalalallaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
cheebye comp.
angry*
nd i sick already lurhs.
poor me.
sore throat nd like no strength siahs.
dhen go eat mac with vivian after school.
still no strength.
tats y didnt go for reccess.
tired ahs.
aiyahs.
i sick laaaaa
maybe tml update.
miss me. (x

i need a hug.



hais.
its been so a day without your voice.
maybe i shouldnt have been so sensitive.
i think too much lerhs.
yoo will never see me agains.
hear my voice or whatever larhs.

goodbye forever.

& i love yoo.

my daddy's the best laaaaaaa.
didnt scold me when my hp bill's $600+ .
hais ~
but my mother take away my hp lerhs.
nd she nag me like siao siahs.
dont know she gonna ground me nort.
hope she doesnt , so i can go out play.
today ben lai wan go to j8 ,
but see my mother angry me jiu cancel the trip.
boos ~ tml maybe going barhs.
sorry put yoo aeroplane wors , vivian.
thats all barhs.
miss me.

BOOOS ~
came to post ! (:
yeah.
i rot at home today .
see i so guai hurhs.
ytd slp early so shiok.
watched the show gort twins nd boy`z derhs.
funny lurhs. nort exactly nice larhs.
a lil exagerating.
dhen chatted with wilson on phone.
he transfer school come rss !
no larhs.
cos i tell him rsss blouse is light blue.
he reaction so big !
say : wahs ! transparent wan ahs !
LOLs. he siaos already.
dhen chat till abt 1 plus 2 plus like tat very tired .
took a rest nd went to slp.
lazy to go out today laaaaa.
plus i also very broke.
maybe tml will go out barhs .
hmphhs. i so miss my school fwens.
yeps , all of them.
and oh yahs,
weiting , i wanna go out with yoo !
when school reopen we go eat together !
cos we so long didnt lerhs. XDD
lalalas. gotta go eat my cheese nachos liaos !
tatas~
miss me. (X

ytd went out with vivian narhs.
so damn gan pua fun . :DD
we siao ones,
go talk mrt for fun ,
go admiralty dhen sem dhen wdland
dhen sem again dhen sembawang park.
bought caramel nd chocolate pudding to eat at sembawang park.
before tat went cavana sunplaza eat.
mine curry noodle yummy,
but her spagetthi like shit.
expensive somemore.
dhen in mrt gort one girl so damn kp man.
we enter the mrt she diao us.
dhen we dee siao go call jiaqing nd kp him.
she diao again.
she go off at wdland ,
i go off too.
dhen scold her
say wtf , chase her run everywhere.
hahas.
nort exactly chase is go where she go narhs.
kip scolding her fook face. =X
dhen go sewmbawang beach so damn fun. ((X
dhen tired liaos go home norhs.
will update again.
bye.
miss me.

自恋狂
- im one.
i know i am ~
im sorry that i keep posting.
im BORED can?

i dont like WILSON

yoo so bad !

i dont like yoo !

but i still like yoo, anyway.

now chatting on fone with wilson piggy.
just now went to surprise sihui dear. (x
she slpings lurhs.
i go wake her up.
hees. she so shocked to see me !
she so happy cans ?
dhen we talk talk abt our lifes
our boiboi nd all narhs.
i so so so miss her.
dhen we at 10 plus go kopitiam eat.
so yummy !
nort cos food is yummy.
its cos i eating with my sihui dear ! xD
we eat roti prata !
dhen eat finish liao , we play with the curry left. X=
me so bad narhs.
eat lerhs dhen we left dhen go petrol station buy drink.
hahaas. she buy the long long nd sour sour sweet.
i buy green tea ; yums yums.
my favourite !
dhen we go playground sit.
so dark norhs.
i scared. =X
heees, plus no ppl ones.
but gort some glh ppl there.
dhen sit sit dhere,
talk , snap pics , eat , drink,
dhen abt 11plus we go home.
so scared kena screen norhs. )x
dhen as we walk i go nd spit water at the trees nd ppl !
hahas, me so damn naughty ~!
lols. abt 11plus time,
at first wan go find wilson piggy derhs.
but didnt go lurhs.
too late. unless i gonna ton at his house.
but i dont wan cos i'll be alone with him at his house.
i scared. later he rape me how ? =X
lols , im joking narhs.
wilson wont rape me derhs.
he's sucha nice person hurhs.
now chatting on fone with him !
i let him listen to songs that i like.
like because im a girl nd those tat he like narhs.
he like wuding , zhi dui ni suo all tat.
nd wat notice me song boos ~
never heard before.
hahas, end here ,
if i free continue later ~
bye. (:
miss me hurhs.
LOVES <33s

HELLOS :DD
see my blogger 's okay lerhs !
happy *
think weiting baobeis faced the same prob as me
few days ago ?
lalas~!
its 8pm lerhs.
gonna go find wilson piggy later. (x
nd i called sihui dear just now.
cos i so miss her.
nd i spent sucha long time doing my blog.
wonder if i should ton tonight ?
hmmphs.
wilson tell me go his house ton lehs.
should i ?
ahs. will decide later.
teeheees.
i long time no see my precious they all siahs.
i so miss them laaaaa !

bye.
miss me hurhs, (:

BOOS~
quarreled with my father just now.
nabeh gan pua angry >:((

i gonna leave if they drive me crazy !!

ROARS~

nd tmd,
was bored at home the whole day.
lazy go out.
my hair damn messy laaaaaaaa.
watever.
nd this blogger fcuks one.
MY NAVIGATIONS ALL GONE.
how yoo all gonna read my entries ?
sigh*

miss me. (x

10 songs i like.

1) Notice Me.
' i've given everything . i've loved yoo endlessly.
but when it comes to me , yoo dont even notice me. '

2) Going Crazy
' I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you . I'd cross the world, for you
I'd do anything .

3) Thats when i Love yoo
' this my promise made tonight,
yoo can count on me for life thats when i love yoo ..
i love yoo nd nothing can change my mind ..

4)cai hong tian tang
you xie ren xiang yao yong shi jian ba hui yi wang ji,
wo xiang yao ba hui yi liu zhu que liu bu zhu.

5) My Valentine.
i couldnt love yoo more in my dreams.
all i need i yoo , my valentine.

6)Shi Xing Bu Gai (cantonese)
yam tin sam gam bun dou bat hor yi oi sei sam bin
tet yat gor, nou mor lei zei gao zi gek nor , fan xi yao ji dou nor.

7)Because im a girl.
althoush i say i hate yoo now,
though i shout nd curse yoo out,
i'll always have love for yoo.
because i am a girl.

8)Guan Huai Fang Shi
wo de guan huai fang shi
si ni wu fa cha jue de hui hen
zhi neng zai ni bu qing yi shi cai shuo shen wo xing ten.

9)Ni Na Me Ai Ta
ni na me ai ta wei she me bu ba ta liu xia
wei she me bu shuo xin li huo ni shen ai ta.
na shi mei ge ren dou zhi dao ah.

10) Ni Hai Ai Wo Ma
ni hai ai wo ma?
yi zhi hao xiang wen ni zhe ju hua
que you pa , ting dao ni zhen shi de hui da,

FCUKING CB ~
my post is gone !
cb blogger ~
RAHS. >:(

i am waiting for wilson's msg.
tat piggy havent wake up.
faster wake up hurhs.
else i gonna go jurong find yoo ~ (x
ytd nite chatted with kenneth di
for abt 1 hr plus dhen hang liaos,
recieved wilson's msg.
he is bored,
me too. so i called him chat.
we talk for 3 hr plus.
from 1 plus to 4 plus.
he is nice. [:
haas. he so sweet.
say if i mei ren yao,
he will wan me.
dhen talked alot larhs.
he so wu xim , havent forget me.
wahs. dhen afternoon i went swimming.
papa slp liaos ,
i jitao ran out `
clever hurhs ? ((x
dhen the lifeguard darn funny.
i see big pool a few ppl niahs.
i wan dee siao , so i sing song very loud.
the lifeguard go nd cover his ears ! >:(
dont appreciate good music !
dhen i almost drowned ! =X
hees. then took neos too.
not tat pretty.
my eyes so small,
cos lack of slp.
boohoos.
i wan my BIGBIG eye !
thats all narhs.
AND
mr wilson piggy can faster wake up?
i so damn fcuking miss yoo ~


Because i am a girl.
this is so true.

I just can't understand the ways,
of all the men and their mistakes.
You give them all your heart,
and then they rip it all away...
you told me how much you loved me,
and how our love was meant to be.
And I believed in you,
I thought that you would set me free...
You should've just told me the truth,
That I wasn't the girl for you...
Still I didn't have a clue,
so my heart depended on you...
Although i say I hate you now,
although I shout and curse you out...
I'll always have love for you,
because I am a girl .

HELLOS ! HELLO HELLO !
back from chalet lerhs.
HAPPY ~
been so long since i posted
well, i was lazy.
MIAing come back liaos.
now gonna post damn loads ! (:

friday
hmz. woke up late . >;(
faster bath nd rush out of the house .
took mrt to sembawang find vivian.
dhen meet lerhs , she give me one big hug
say she miss me so much . (X
dhen we take mrt go amk nd find amy.
dhen we all rush rush go wild wild wet at pasir ris.
we all so gan jiong ~LOLS.
i took hell loads of pic ,but all in my phone siahs !
DIAO. =.-''
nd dhen go wild wild wet play till 7plus ;we went back chalet
,our chalet is bungalow 9
alot ppl already in the chalet we go 'book' our rooms ,
LOLS.me , vivian , szeyee share one room.
there's 2 single bed in it .
imagaine that nite me nd vivian slp on 1 single bed.
thats y we didnt slp alot,
2plus still go out play ps2 with korkor awhile ,
chat chat ; eat nd talk with johnson on the phone.
LOLs.dhen tell kor me nd vian go out walk walk ,
korkor say already 3plus very dangerous so he accompany us.
we talk alot siahs.he say that place alot 'dirty' things. :s
dhen about 4plus almost 5 we go back.
me nd vian wan pengZ liaos.we go slp.

saturday
11plus wake up.
dhen go beach there walk walk.
saw hell loads of crabs. so small siahs.cute !
dhen walk untill i chao ta liaos.
so hot siahs. nd the sand is nice.so smooth ones.
but too bad the water damn dirty.
dhen abt 3plus vivian wan go home.
i send her go take free shuttle bus to pasir ris mrt station.dhen walk back with amy.
so boreddddddddd.cos they all have their own things to do.
weather damn hot dhen i kip on pester amy nd kor kor they all pei me go jacuzzi .
they say no . >:(
amy the best lurhs. she say ok.
we go jacuzzi nd swim swim awhile.
go back chalet bbq nd at abt 1plus we damn bored.
me , helen , alex , ah heng kor were sitting near the bbq pit.
alex ask if wan go haunted house dhen helen scared say dont wan.
i say pls pls pls until they say so noisy nd go. ((X
LOLs. dhen alex bo liscience (dont know hw to spell)still dare to drive us go .
(:we go red house first dhen i take pic.
so dark inside.dhen we all enter the gate liaos ,
police car came.
walaos , we jitao sian diaos.
screen we all.they all gort ic , i dont have. >:(
watever. then police tell me write dwn address ,
fullname all that.i gort take pic of that police car ! ((X
then after that we siam from red house go changi see ah kuah .
LOLs. no ah guah for us to see. >:(((
bo bian we go someplace for fishing derhs.
i also gort take pic.dhen go back ,
alex ; ah heng kor play ps2 empire thing
.me nd helen wan slp liaosso
TIRED. so we go slp.
lols ; she say i kick her siahs.
dhen slp till wake up in the morning is sunday liaso.
HAHAHAs.
pack things , go home,thats all.

bye,miss me . ((:

im gonna post pics today ~
excited marhs ?
in class pic nd swimming trip pic.
150506 - SWIMMING !


LOLS. kena snap by wenjie when i slp in class.


me nd vivian's heart to heart letter. our promise.


swimming pool.



we eat lollypops ! yumyum.

gort video also.
but like so paiseh to upload.
that time me nd vivian drunk video.
okok.
i upload larhs.

VIDEO ; 220406 DRUNK

go view it here.
RAHS.
so paiseh.
covers face*

byebye.
miss me (:

MY POST IS GONE !
FCUKING GAN PUA ANGRY !! >:(

hmmphhs.

im going swimming later.
with vivian. teehees

swim swim swim.

thats all lerhs.

byebye.
miss me (:

HELLOS ! HELLO HELLO !
back from chalet lerhs.
HAPPY ~
been so long since i posted
well, i was lazy.
MIAing come back liaos.
now gonna post damn loads ! (:

friday
hmz.
woke up late . >;(
faster bath nd rush out of the house .
took mrt to sembawang find vivian.
dhen meet lerhs , she give me one big hug
say she miss me so much . (X
dhen we take mrt go amk nd find amy.
dhen we all rush rush go wild wild wet at pasir ris.
we all so gan jiong ~LOLS.
i took hell loads of pic ,
but all in my phone siahs !
DIAO. =.-''
nd dhen go wild wild wet play till 7plus ;
we went back chalet,
our chalet is bungalow 9
alot ppl already in the chalet
we go 'book' our rooms ,
LOLS.
me , vivian , szeyee share one room.
there's 2 single bed in it .
imagaine that nite me nd vivian slp on 1 single bed.
thats y we didnt slp alot,
2plus still go out play ps2 with korkor awhile ,
chat chat ; eat nd talk with johnson on the phone. LOLs.
dhen tell kor me nd vian go out walk walk ,
korkor ay already 3plus very dangerous
so he accompany us. we talk alot siahs.
he say that place alot 'dirty' things. :s
dhen about 4plus almost 5 we go back.
me nd vian wan pengZ liaos.
we go slp.

saturday
11plus wake up.
dhen go beach there walk walk.
saw hell loads of crabs.
so small siahs.
cute !
dhen walk untill i chao ta liaos.
so hot siahs. nd the sand is nice.
so smooth ones.
but too bad the water damn dirty.
dhen abt 3plus vivian wan go home.
i send her go take free shuttle bus to pasir ris mrt station.
dhen walk back with amy.
so boreddddddddd.
cos they all have their own things to do.
weather damn hot dhen i kip on pester amy nd kor kor they all pei me go jacuzzi .
they say no . >:(
amy the best lurhs. she say ok.
we go jacuzzi nd swim swim awhile.
go back chalet bbq nd at abt 1plus we damn bored.
me , helen , alex , ah heng kor were sitting near the bbq pit.
alex ask if wan go haunted house dhen helen scared say dont wan.
i say pls pls pls until they say so noisy nd go. ((X
LOLs. dhen alex bo liscience (dont know hw to spell)
still dare to drive us go . (:
we go red house first dhen i take pic.
so dark inside.
dhen we all enter the gate liaos ,
police car came.
walaos , we jitao sian diaos.
screen we all.
they all gort ic ,
i dont have. >:(
watever. then police tell me write dwn address , fullname all that.
i gort take pic of that police car ! ((X
then after that we siam from red house go changi see ah kuah .
LOLs. no ah guah for us to see. >:(((
bo bian we go someplace for fishing derhs. i also gort take pic.
dhen go back ,
alex ; ah heng kor play ps2 empire thing.
me nd helen wan slp liaos
so TIRED. so we go slp.
lols ; she say i kick her siahs.
dhen slp till wake up in the morning is sunday liaso.
HAHAHAs.
pack things , go home,
thats all.
bye,
miss me . ((:

boos ~
aiyahs !
i guess i wont abandon my blog.
just post fewer.
anyway have nth to do just post lurhs.
everytime feeling so unhappy derhs. ):
my house, now dhen i know.
its just a place for me to slp nd stare into blank air.
yahs. thats all.
so unhappy also dont know how to say outs.
my mother also nber think of me derhs.
everything is always my fault derhs ,
my father sometymes ok ,
somtimes also everything my fault larhs .
hais ~
sad sad sad.
guess one day when they make me shou bu liao ;
i will run away from this place once nd for all.
they'll nber see me agan..
yahs , watever lerhs. i dont care.
hais ~ so lonely nd troubled siahs.
i wnat back my hp !
i miss his call so much. ):

LONELY
LONELY LONELY.

kip me occupied ; dont make me feel that way anymore. ))'X