emoooo...♥

Yesterday brings back many of my lost feelings...................

i knw its nort right for me t tell you this..
but i've been thinking alot abt this...
you're my best friend maybe tht why feel th hurt for you?
me nd you really has a strong bond. can i say tht?
i dont knw wht you feel. but thts wht i feel.
sometime you're th one injure but is me pain, sometime vice versa.
thn now i realised even in relationship its like this?
everytime i pass this webpage i see photos i feel sad,
ytd th sadness was more overwhelming luh...
tht was why i had t tell you wht i was feeling. you shld knw..
he is far far away frm us now.. cant imagine if he was thr t join in us t talk...
how sad would it be? being close t him is painful bcos i see you in his eyes.
everytime with him i'll tease him bcos i hate t see him sad. hate t see his pain.
i want him happy. seems like he is miserable. he gave you all his smiles...
left himself with th pain. my heart aches t see you guilty.. nd also pain t see his sadness.
tho he's never said so, but being his friend see him almost everyday.. think i dont knw?
think i never notice? th reasons for this sorrow uncalled for......
i knw you're feeling sad, i knw this kind of feeling tears you apart...
but wht can i do t help you? im feeling horrible too. sucks.
this is nort happening t me, but th kind of 'telepathy' shared between you nd me..
i feel th hurt, i cry for this thing too. esp ytd you told me th past,
wht he said... tht was heartbreaking... i didnt knw he would say tht...
till th end? i knw he can do it one luh. he is very tiongxim.
maybe its nort whose fault in this matter. but hope you talk t him, make him better.
heal him. i knw appears like nth, he smiles thru th pain. ):
why this kind of thing can make so many ppl, even ppl nort involved sad.
maybe outsider dont understand but this kind of feeling is shared in our ytd's conversation.
see photos, is a good way bring back memories...
but see you nd him's photo bring back nort only memories,
but th hurt luh. you knw wht? your smile is genuine in tht photo.
you rarely bare teeth smile derh. sometimes you dont even smile like tht with me...
can feel your happiness with him luh. i knw i cant help you make choice.
cant help you handle th hurts, but im next t you. even if cant help but feel sad, feel guilty.
im still gg t be with you. (: bcos ilu lor. hmmm.
this post maybe you're th only one who can see meaning in it. this meant for you.
for him i just pray tht god bless, he can happy..........
anyone got a clue? love is wht? wht is love? ♥
thts wht we're dying t knw right...............................................................