心痛当初相遇的心动

i rlly very upset.
i feel just so hurt,so hurt,so hurt.
why?
hais. dear diary, i need answers.
i need to knw why.

why some of them are so nice to me,
yet some are just so mean to me.
whts th meaning of this?
why you all dunt understand im nice t you all.
but you're returning me this.
我真的很伤心。。
受了委屈可是还要微笑面对。咳~
wht did i do wrong?
or am i just plain 讨人厌？
hais. all this thoughts has been in my mind for a long time.
but pls, i did try to change.
i dunt wna lose anyone...
but guess im as hateful as ever yea?


i feel so horrid.
but at th same time im glad,
some of you still dotes nd love me.

thanks ziyun for sending me t bus-stop in th pouring rain.
this small small action makes me smile.