02/04 deal with it.

unforgiven sins.
yet they dont require forgiving.
i was coping well,
but you had reappear.
everyone around me always talks about you,
like nobody spares a thought for me.
please everyone stop.
i dont want to know.

dreams.
what are dreams?
is it true that what you think about in the day is what you dream of at nite?
i cried in my dreams and woke up crying even harder tis morning,
everything is so realistic.
today is just a normal thursday...
ate at 806,ate fish&chips to cheer myself up.
acted like insane to hide myself....
went focus study.. smoked... blah blah.
like anyone cares huh. fuck it.

it is just a normal gloomy thursday for me.
i kept telling myself.