todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

too sian at th lanshop...
so i..... ZHILIANNN!!! :D
boo, disturb vivian!
saw shasha & we took photos tgt!
at th lanshop! :D
at sum shop forget alr, we play with funny hats!
funny us. =.-

LOL. we are happy girls.
let us blow you a kiss~
booboo. ):

hatesss small eyes.

haahahaas. kissyboos.
finally we're normal!

SUMMARIZE OF TODAY
1) went out with vivianteo/lohweiren

2)slackeeeeeddddddddd.

3) i lost my RIBBON ): ): ): ): ): ):

4) bought marie kitty for vivian X3

5) my sister saw my lovebite nd commented on it....

z$#^%$^$*^&*&^ father kpkb........ laugh somemore!!!

& TATASSSSSSSSSSS!

irritating siah=/

my fatherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

summarize

at th polyclinic
waiting..... ):
me- arent as happy as i seem...
at IMM.
this is yummy. (:
esp th cocoa milk

take a look@my dark circles. haissssss.

havent been slping well at all.

havent been eating well also. see wht my weight's reduced to.
but isnt tht a good news? dont need t slim down lerh. haas,

alright. im really busy t post,
so shall make it a short post lur.
im getting worstttt. HAIS.
dark circles ard my eyes nd poor appetite,
my weight's even gone down. WTH!
lack of sleeps too. very very bad health.zzz
ytd went amk hub.. bought clothes lur.
thn thts all. haas. later on gg out with vivian teo.
nd ng jinchong!!! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS. [:
happy happy. lolssssssssss. but wr....ZZZZZZ.
hahaas. sch reopening soon. ^^
havent even touched any of my hols homework. LOL.
dont give a damn anw. haas.
thts alllll! TATA.

sometimes,you really make me feel tht we're coming t an end...

me and boy's problem..........hais..

me nd boy seem t have some problem...
i can feel it..can he? hais....
dont knw if is really im thinking too many
or maybe im making a fuss of small things?
haisss... i really dont knw lei...
i only knw my heart really very pain. sigh...
i knw boy already treat me very good...
other ppl comments on us nd say tell me cherish him all tht... i knw.
but theres somethings tht ppl may nort knw. haisssss.
only me nd boy knw whts gg thru all tht.
nd this few days, i've been like nort sleeping well...
i have my hp by my side 24/7... i wake up at a single vibration or light.
this two days are most worse derh. i sleep at 6am.
anybody knw how much i miss him? hais.
i feel so unwanted this two dayssss. HELP MEEEEEEEEEEE.
dont think im over reacting..... i really feel veryveryvery neglected. hais.
havent even been eating well. my heart hurts from missing you too much.

th most miserable feeling in th world,
1) unloved,unwanted,neglected..... ):
2) not knwing how much your bf loves you.
3) has so may things t say but cant say out...
4) a couple having problems, but always cant face it but avoid...
5) not enough money/cigg! (LOL)


现在我才知道，
最远的距离是我在你身边你却不知道！

♥

TODAY>>

went out with jc,wr,vv. (:

WEDNESDAY>>

ate pastamania's lasagne alone tht day...
crazy me. i was craving for lasagne nd POOF*

i bussed thr alone t have it. (:

in th bus on my way home. (:

TODAY>>
wht t say? hmmmz.
went out with jinchong,weiren,vivian. =D
stupid jinchong made me wait soo long can. fuck! RAWR.
thn went Howard hse see thm dye hair. LOLS.
Howard's hse is nice. so clean. heehs.
nd he had iGallop. so coooooooooool!!
thn left after awhile lurs. with jc&wr.
walked t admiralty nd took mrt t sembawang find vivian.
walk alot today lols. thn went t a lanshop thr. too crowded. -.-
so we slacked outside thn went t get cigs. haas.
went t multi storey carpark t lepak
thn jc&vivian so childish play catching with us.
LOL, childish! but was fun anw.
thn cabbed frm sembawang t 883! -faint-
so bored in th cab. sleeping haas.
but nbm! reach thr nd watch thm play games.
thn after tht left , vivian nd me cabbed home.
thn here i am posting.....! photos with vivian.
duh. silly me, i forget t take photos with jinchong. haaas.
anw smsed jinchong just now. yup.
hope he cheers up. [: thy cares for you derh tht why naggggs.!

hmmmm. nd befor ending this post...
lets not get affection goes unspoken? hees.

1) i love my family.
daddy- altho sometimes he does says harsh things tht makes me piss off,
but im thankful tht i have a daddy who loves me nd is protective of me.
he never says no t wht i want. he gives me th BESTTTT food. haas. =D
love my daddyyyyyyyyyyy lotsaaa, i meant it. ♥
mummy- gives me advice nd jokes with me. altho we do quarrel sometimes,
but still love her. she th wonderful woman who gave birth t me. (:

2)cousins- thy stand by me nd give me advice on things.. much loves...!
esp my ah kun korkor, haas! he sms t check on th 'xiaopeiyee' t see if she gets into trouble. LOLS! nd ah heng korkor, he supports me nd dotes me. (:
nd i love my baolingjiejie & baoyingjiejie & derrick korkor.... all of thm <3>

3) bestfriend vivian- my lovely twin who makes me feel so happy evryday. look forward t sch cos of her onlyyyyyyy. if not think wht? selvan. NAH.

4)my beloved- i feel loved everyday cos of him. -muacks- trust me im gg t stick with you. sometimes i feel like im th most happiest in this world. LOL. iloveyou<3>

BYE~
today is such a long but meaningful post yah. (:

YAY

hi baoying!

but dont look like her lei.

this is x4723644242847248247924 prettier thn her. (:

did for fun. haas

vivian teo. sweetest

princessy right? lols.
yingping! =D
she wear bikini if i go wild wild wet with thm (:
lols, yingping dont work too hard! must rest! (:
baoying made for me.
ugly right.,br>dont look like me at all. im x345487758932723 prettier. :D

i forget let th 2nd one wear shoes!!!!! FUCK~
all very very nice right?
esp th hair1 I WANT! =X

i was playing with this doll maker for like 1 hr lurs. wtf! haas.
very pekchek i tell you! make nice liao, thn have nicer clothes! wtf!!!!
thn intro t vivian baoying play(:
thn i make dolly for baoying nd she make for me!
thn this dol maker saved JINCHONG(:
arboh i too sian im disturbing him one. ^^
speak t him so nasty till he says im a witch ):
CRY CRY CRY!!!!! CRY SOB CRY. (Jinchong see this?!) LOLS.

hana hana dont crap liao!
i wna go play with th doll maker! bye!!!! anw th website is


http://paginas.terra.com.br/lazer/correioelegante/candy_maker/candy_girl.htm

green+baby aqua lens

my green lens, nort really obvious uhs?

me 7 vivian & elmo!

miss my elmo daddy!!!! ):

me & elmo. HAHAA

haha. elmo slimmed down already! :P

ytd i went t yishun t get my contact lens! (:
bought thm already. haas.
it was uber cheap. lols.
i bot 2 pairs for 33bucks. cheap yeas?
lolsss. bot baby aqua nd green.
im wearing green lens now. (:
yeap. tkcr everyone!

HITS ARE GG UP EACH DAY,
BUT MY TAGBOARD IS SO DEAD?!
PLS TAG ME,EVEN IF YOU DUNNO ME. (:

i want you here with me....hais,
i miss you so much. ):

loves

PEPERLUNCH@IMM

super yummy! :D

muackmuack ^3^

TATAS!

jc's back

jinchong is back from taiwan!
happy siah! (:
ytd night was msn-ing & chatting with him.
he buy food for us. LOL
went out today, took photos, lazyy t elaborate.
post photos tml~? LOL.

eheheh. very very happy.(:
some very orbiang orbit lao gu dong want me remove some photos.
LOL. :P
eheh. whatever larh. i still love him like always. (:

anyway! CHEERSSSSSSSSSS!
my weight's gone done, thanks t th slimming tea tht i've forgotten abt,
it was left inside my cupboard. nd this few days had been drinking it. sucky BUT,
worth it? heh. YAY! 35-38kg weight range HERE I COME~
and i've updated my wishlist :D found out theres so many many things i want.

oh yah, bad news for me. ):
im like smoking more nowadays.
MORE THN usual. wanna cut down.
cigs burn big big holes in my pocket. ):

HAHAAH~ HAPPY-ING~~~~~~
TATAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my blue contacts! :D
grey eyes. =D
grey eyes=D

HAAS. vivian close her piercing liao, ORBI~

i miss shimei ):
mai siao siao! this guy gonna zai rss one hor. ZZZZ!
haha. so guang rong beside 'lao da!'

miserable night

SOME lovable idiot DIDNT TAG ME
STILL DARE TELL ME HE READ MY BLOG. ):

ytd was a miserable night for me.
i had sore legs nd it f-ing hurts like hell.
woke up at 3am plus t apply medicine nd soak my feet in hot water.
th after tht went t my parents room t slp.
so long since i slp with thm. i like th feeling of slping in th same room with thm.
feel so secure. LOLS. thn after tht just now my feet fucking hurts.
wanted t go vista point for slcking but cos my feet hurts,
i didnt go. my father drive me t cwp nd eat ljs with me =D
thn ytd i was irritating t alot of ppl. LOL.
sent smses t alot alot of ppl... teckhwee's mmost funny.

me: wake up nd dont slp alr1 entertain me im bored!!!!!!
teckhwee: wad..
me:entertain me la!
teckhwee: wad you want me to do?
me: sing song thn dance th tell joke thn perform till i fall aslp.
teckhwee: twinkle twinkle little star.......
me: AHAHA. clap clap clap! my turn!
ONE LITTLE TWO LITTLE THREE LITTLE TECKHWEE..........
HAHA. clever me! =D lets clap clap clap clap hands!
teckhwee: claps... =.="
me: HEHHEHEH. want me t sing some more? HEH

he didnt reply me after tht. i guess he found me annoying laas. ASS. ):
ehehs. thn th other ppl replying me was like all sian diao also.
one guy even reply me only this morning. WTF?! LOL.
ya da ya da. thts all. shall post tml. (:

day-out@beach

wash away all th pains & hurtssss....
me & her, a friendship so deep&true.
saw a helicopter fly pass th sky~
beautiful scenery & fresh air (:
feel it anort? HEH

hihi~~
a sunshine smile for th beach~
wah wah wah! my hair so messy can. ):

PICTURE REMOVED.(:

IM YOUR GOOD GOOD GIRL

OOPS. smudge away cos i zaogeng. :P
i love t be positve (:

this was accidental luh. see my eyes become so so tiny.

WO BU XI HUAN LARH ):

footprints....
your every sweet-talk are just like footprints walking in nd out of my heart..

peiyee vivian

haters leave us alone.

lovers continue loving :DDDD

different life different fate,
true or not true?

i like this photo (:
this popcorn im holding super kawaii nehxzxzxzxzx!

today went t th beach with vivian,
her mood nort so good,
hope she happy...!
hmmmms. mit her up t buy some snacks.
bought 2 super cute popcorn. korean stuff luhs.
thn took bus, waited for it darn darn long! wtf lousy bus service.
went th beach liao, sit on swings nd talked...
feel just like a kid can. hahah.
thn whn we abt t leave th beach so fucking hard cos very big. ):
so we asked for directions, this freaking ah neh gg t abduct us!
lols. thn so we walked back lur. it was a long walk.
it was funny haha. thn th zhenhao &co his friends laugh at us?!
lol. wth wth cant stand ppl laugh at me. i knw i stupid BUT.
hahah. nbm. thn his friend wants my no. LOL. nah.
didnt give cos i tiongxim. (:
eheheh. thn after tht went home..........
waitinng for phone calls now. (:

3 wishes tht i want god t grant me...
1) my friends & family & vivian can be happy.
2) lawlen ah kor thy all wont go in..... ):
3) me and you can last nd be happy ,,,
as long as 1875278264687246527 years.(:

TATASSSSSSS! (:
forgive & forget.
he deserves a 2nd chance. (:
be wise...

vivian: forgive & forget. (:
all: posting tml. im tired like fuck. bye~

emoooo...♥

Yesterday brings back many of my lost feelings...................

i knw its nort right for me t tell you this..
but i've been thinking alot abt this...
you're my best friend maybe tht why feel th hurt for you?
me nd you really has a strong bond. can i say tht?
i dont knw wht you feel. but thts wht i feel.
sometime you're th one injure but is me pain, sometime vice versa.
thn now i realised even in relationship its like this?
everytime i pass this webpage i see photos i feel sad,
ytd th sadness was more overwhelming luh...
tht was why i had t tell you wht i was feeling. you shld knw..
he is far far away frm us now.. cant imagine if he was thr t join in us t talk...
how sad would it be? being close t him is painful bcos i see you in his eyes.
everytime with him i'll tease him bcos i hate t see him sad. hate t see his pain.
i want him happy. seems like he is miserable. he gave you all his smiles...
left himself with th pain. my heart aches t see you guilty.. nd also pain t see his sadness.
tho he's never said so, but being his friend see him almost everyday.. think i dont knw?
think i never notice? th reasons for this sorrow uncalled for......
i knw you're feeling sad, i knw this kind of feeling tears you apart...
but wht can i do t help you? im feeling horrible too. sucks.
this is nort happening t me, but th kind of 'telepathy' shared between you nd me..
i feel th hurt, i cry for this thing too. esp ytd you told me th past,
wht he said... tht was heartbreaking... i didnt knw he would say tht...
till th end? i knw he can do it one luh. he is very tiongxim.
maybe its nort whose fault in this matter. but hope you talk t him, make him better.
heal him. i knw appears like nth, he smiles thru th pain. ):
why this kind of thing can make so many ppl, even ppl nort involved sad.
maybe outsider dont understand but this kind of feeling is shared in our ytd's conversation.
see photos, is a good way bring back memories...
but see you nd him's photo bring back nort only memories,
but th hurt luh. you knw wht? your smile is genuine in tht photo.
you rarely bare teeth smile derh. sometimes you dont even smile like tht with me...
can feel your happiness with him luh. i knw i cant help you make choice.
cant help you handle th hurts, but im next t you. even if cant help but feel sad, feel guilty.
im still gg t be with you. (: bcos ilu lor. hmmm.
this post maybe you're th only one who can see meaning in it. this meant for you.
for him i just pray tht god bless, he can happy..........
anyone got a clue? love is wht? wht is love? ♥
thts wht we're dying t knw right...............................................................

...♥

just now went t find Lawlen ah kor,
accompany him cut hair nd slack..
hais. must be hard on you these 2 weeks.
i hope ah kor will be alright..
recieved his call time so happy siah.
worry for him cos didnt contact me 2 weeks.
hope everything goes well for him as well as th others...
like collin thy all. god bless...
just now th salon thr th auntie so funny luh.
thn whn i reach thr th nicholas neo call me : kampong kia. LOL
ehhhh. so orbit th name , plssss.
thn th auntie say why am i so tinyy!?!
eh wht qns is tht LOL. she thot i am ah kor gf.
nahhhh. thn we LAUGH like fuck. LMAO ROFL.
we how possible... knw so long lerh.(:
anw GOODLUCK.

Lawlen Ah kor,
hope you'll be alright. (:

beloved korkor,Lawlen♥