chalet! :D

im back from chalet.
im kinda tired yea~ back now feeling more energetic.
slept for like since 1plus to 7plus.
woots! kinda cool. i didnt miss my comp. -.-

lets summarize wht i did.
(ok you dunt hve t read if you're not interested)

SUNDAY
our 5th month tgt!
he was working..
i went IMM t eat pepperlunch!
bought tidbits & stuffs.
alot alot tidbits for chalet!

MONDAY
chalet! cabbed down t costa sands resort.
checked in nd all~ soso happy larh.
everyone in th room slack slack play cards & all.
wait time pass. LOL.
thn helped sherman/justin/edmund/jinchong/ronnie to paint their nails.
weiting use my cosmetics on boy! ): so gay pls. =.=
after tht later at night had bbq.
alex ng bring elisha over, she's sweet! =D
thn like kinda console me whn im down. hees~
quite alot ppl was drunk. most of us 干 ronnie wit beer& chivas.
thn he vomitted twice. get him some biscuits thn abit better i think..
but still drunk. %$%^$&#&SCARY.
thn abit unhappy wit hubby, smth happen thn tell him,
he didnt hear, he go nd fall aslp in my arms. -.-
thn bcos he liddat i go drink 1 cup chivas until i drunk.
made a fuss whn im drunk.
thy said tht i hit myself,hit everybody,pull huiling hair,
nd i kip calling weiren&yingping name!, nd kick anyhow, hurt jc&ziyun i think.
th girls wanted t bring me t slp wit hubby thn i anyhow kick. thn alex ng had t carry me up.
thn i think i slap him or wht. SO SORRYY!
ty to those who tkcr of me. yingping,huiling,baoying,weitingBB,alex ng,ronnie&hubby.
i still rmb wht boy whispered t me whn im drunk,
he told me he love me, nd he wunt leave me.. nd kip tell me t 乖..
thn woke up.. hubby still go slp! taoyan larh. thn nvm. let him slp.
i follow ronnie/kokhoe/alex ng/alex lim/edmund. we go eat mac.
thn after tht went back t chalet & slp. haa.
oh yes. whts interesting abt monday was wrestling!
ronnie vs alex ng & teckwai vs jiesheng. wah. cooool~
but ronnie&alex was kinda funny type. teckwai&jiesheng fierce siol.
thn whn teckwai tio slam on bed,....... th bed collaspe!!!!!
& so......... thy fix th bed luh.

TUESDAY
stick t hubby wholeday. bcos im rlly rlly freaked out.
im rlly scared........ serious. hais~
ty yanting jiejie,weitingBB&yingping comfort me..
afternoon hubby&me went over t watch thm pak pool.
no mood to pak pool myself~ hmms.hubby&me went back t slp@chalet.
thn had a fever&gastric pain later on. bcos wholeday didnt eat.
very touched siah. yingping/huiling/weiting all tkcr of me alot.
feed me eat, nd dunt knw who go out just t buy me milk. ty!
hubby help me take food nd shelled prawns for me. but i forget t eat!
thn seems like all kinda disappear or wht. some go bbq th leftovers,
some smoking outside,some go wildwildwet, some go swim, ...
left wit me&hubby,howard&huiling& a sleeping derrick in th room.
good anw. can slp finally. thn after tht, hubby&i wake up let others slp.
went out watch him play poker. thn kinda cold war wit him. thn nth alr luh.

WEDNESDAY
all th ppl play till late night except SHERMAN!
after tht like 1 by 1 go slp.. thn seems so crowded.
everyone slp inside. thn i couldnt slp. just lie on hubby till morning.
thn i wake everybody up. its like so hard! lol.
thn everyone wake up only left hubby&ronnie.
hubby is half awake. but ronnie is fully aslp.
so t wake him up i blast techno at him. get scolding from him -.-
now he kip say me techno kia. tmd.
is you all want t wake up at 9.30 thn after tht all dunt wan wake up.
wake you all up thn blame me. wtf is tht.
everytime liddat. fuck luh. #%#^#%@$@$
thn all pack up & clean th walls bcos have alot of chalk.
nd th bed also. it collaspe. LOL~
thn cant be fixed. but checked out anw.
thn went t had breakfast. wanted kfc but crowded.
so me&huiling&howard went t eat mac. th others eat at foodcourt.
after tht cabbed home. went home slp very very long thn wake up.
wake up wit fever again -.-
guess is bcos smoke alot at chalet barh.
3packs of cigs+still have 10sticks kup wit weiting.
spent like $90+ in this 3day 2night. LOL~ broke!!!
nvm anw. this few days wunt be able t mit my boy. ):
he's working. very very hard. haaa.
my boy is very very rich siol. LOLLLLLLLL.
still can give me money somemore. didnt take cos is his hard earned money.
tired out~

post pics whn weiting bb sends me~
bye! gg off for a nap!

HAPPY 5TH MONTH! =D

HAPPY 5TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!
I LOVE YOU!



BYE~
♥Happy Early B'day t Ronnie Lee!

yo~

back! =D
see my last week's post all published (:

chalet's coming super soon.
anw wish all of th ppl passing by, reading, whatever happy holidays!
anw im happy larh.
i bought some silly silly things t make myself happy lur.
bought diamantes t stick on my ipod & handphone.
thn a hello kitty lunchbox. (lame i knw.)
i want t bring t sch!!!!!! haahaaa~
nd bought some tidbits t bring t chalet.
bought hello panda giant size one. LOL.
im gonna take a nap now, nd go over t 883 real soon. (:
oh wells, hubby's working today ): ): ): ):
gloomy gloomyyyyyyyyy.........

5th Month's on Sunday...♥♥
Mrs Loh ♥ Mr Loh very very very much...

happy teachers day! =D

and yea,
i knw whos being nice t me nd who isnt.


today had tcher's day clebration. met up wit vian t go sch tgt.
but upper sec sang 情非得以 not bad.
i wunt have th courage t sing yea. cos i hum. =.-
didnt go back t pri sch btw. is lame de lur.
go back for wht. also no use, move campus alr.
go back no memories liao. so is boos~~
so nth much yea. no nth.
saw elmo daddy i miss him much.
nd saw alot of seniors. i miss them much,
nd lloydy where are you? its like ages since i saw you.
mit up whn you're free pls!!! i miss you alotsssss~
thn after sch also no chance pei hubby. he gg t work. ):
hug him for like 3 mins nd he had t leave.
i dunt like it whn we have t part ):
thn hubby didnt wake me up. so im too late, cant go 883 liao.
nd yanting is super nice derh. (:
thanks for siding me, thy dunt even hear me talk.
you're th only one who hears me talk nd comfort me.
loveeeeeeeeee you (: da jiejie. =D



oldies...

心痛当初相遇的心动

i rlly very upset.
i feel just so hurt,so hurt,so hurt.
why?
hais. dear diary, i need answers.
i need to knw why.

why some of them are so nice to me,
yet some are just so mean to me.
whts th meaning of this?
why you all dunt understand im nice t you all.
but you're returning me this.
我真的很伤心。。
受了委屈可是还要微笑面对。咳~
wht did i do wrong?
or am i just plain 讨人厌？
hais. all this thoughts has been in my mind for a long time.
but pls, i did try to change.
i dunt wna lose anyone...
but guess im as hateful as ever yea?


i feel so horrid.
but at th same time im glad,
some of you still dotes nd love me.

thanks ziyun for sending me t bus-stop in th pouring rain.
this small small action makes me smile.

contented (:

im happy wit life now.
for sure........
i've got my hubby here wit me.
my 'yi jia ren'.
my bestest best friend, vivianteo.
my sisters. xinting,kit,debbie,shirley.
i love them all alot alot alots. (:


just watched dead silence.
it was scary. glad tht i finished it.
tml gna pass t vian liao. haas.
today jasper nd debbie had some conflicts.
hope things would just blow over soon. (:
debbie we love you.
today went art club. im forced. :P
nd yea. damn. im satisfied with my work.
carving on acrylic. i carved comics of chickens.
mdm lis said it was nice. hees!
carve till hands were kinda pain. LOL
thn went for dental appointment. fill my tooth.
pain pls. th dentist drill nd drill. boos =S
cant eat hard food for for two days.
anw mummy tml bring me buy tinkerbelle blanket tml! =DDD
thn went 883, chat chat wit yanting, our da jie awhile..
thn today lanshop wasnt th laolee's shift. was junlong.
so could get in nd watch hubby play dota awhile. yea!
im lazy t change nd rush down 883 everyday lur. so far. pffts.
hubby wei le dota can change nd dum down everyday siah. >:@
nd chalet count down!!! YAY.
happinesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.


bye~
$$$MONEY$$$ come pls. =X

:D

yay!
countdown to chalet!
omg im like soso excited for th chalet pls!
cant wait for chalet t come luh! yayayayayaya!

today wit yingping spent time at th canadian pizza t chit chat!
yay. i ♥ yingping! b'cos she doesnt judge me(:
thank you! seriously, nobody should judge me ok.
unless you knw me well. haahaa~
cant wait for chalet t come nd have soso much fun wit ping!
hees~ im gonna bring soso many clothes!
SUPER EXCITED LAAAAAAAAAA.
LLAMA. -.-
nd wunt pangseh ping! i wunt zhong se qing you!
bcos bcos me love ping alot alot xD
nd thn yingping went home after tht,
me nd huiling went t 883, but saw jinchong&hubby playing batminton.
but went 883 anw, slackedddd&smokedddddd~
my smelly&sweaty hubby go paly dota!
howard&huiling had t pull me apart from hubby luh.
huggggs him too tight =X spit fire! HAAAA!
thn after tht howard say tht me so attached t hubby
feels like hubby is gg t jail 10yr or wht,
thn i die also dunt let him go. LOL.
nd howard&huiling is th warden. HAAHAA.
sorry hubby, i always xiaojie piqi nors.
sorry i angry with you for playing so so much dota.
chalet time 1 word dota, give you one slap ah. ;P

ohwellsssssss.
MEOWWWW MEOWWWW~
vivian knw wht right. ewww. pukes*
sch tml. bye~

MIA♥
till next next week.

thursday was a bad bad day for me.
wht i rmb was after chatting on msn with baoying.
thn i told her i wanted t watch tv... said bye t her.
i went t brush my teeth, thn after tht POOF
i fainted, thn i rmb waking up at about 1am.
my hp tht i was holding dropped onto th floor.
nd i have bruises on my hands and face.
nd thn after tht,didnt let my parents knw.
bcos i want t go t sch, im sick of th mc.
sick of staying on th bed, eating nth but tasteless food. BOOS~
now i dunt even knw my results, pass or fail?
nd wunt be posting till next week barh.
anw, dunt call or sms me already.
my hp spoil, nd i want t change a new sim card.
but its still th same no. tho. hmm.
so would update again next next week.

tatas!!

omfg! my mother create a friendster acc!
she add me thn i didnt accept!
dunt wan her see my profile!!!!!
tmd. she sibeh hiao lor. she put her age as 23!!!
sot one leh. my cousin thy all laughing at her already. haaa.

feeling nua nua th whole day.
wht made my day better was yingping nd my bf (:
went t fetch my princess,yingping from sch today,
thn went 883.. slack slack.
thn after tht, my waist thr th injection start t hurts.
haiss. dunt knw whts wrong with my body.
kind of feel tht red light's flashing for my health...
i hope i dunt get sick often like now. hmm.
thn bcos im in home clothes, i can go in t lanshop lur.
watched boy play dota, stick t him all th way,
whn im sick i need you t be there for me nd t make me feel better.
my stupid boy says tht his heart pain tht im feeling so sick. (:
whn he playing dota i still stick t him like super glue!
sitting on his laps... thn even ronnie also bth liao, he tell me t leave hubby alone.
but hubby say nvm (: he knws i need him.
altho sometimes hubby makes me real mad!#@!#!#
but i always smile nd love him whn i think of how happy tgt we were,
nd all those sweeeettttt things he done for me, nd those sweet whispers! haa!
nd after tht my father called me. he told me t go home bcos eat med time dao le.
hmmm. thn hubby cycled me home. it was super sweet lur. tht kind of feeling (:
but injure me pls. pain~ my leg hurt alot, cos scratched by th bicycle wheels.
hubby smell so nice. hees~ even whn he sweats. (:
cant help but love him more & more & more & more........
deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeply in love<3


天天看到你
是习惯和必须
不可能跟可能
我的心面对分离
我才知道自己有多爱你

I❤羅先生

awwwww.
i feel so horrible pls.
im sick again...........
my throat it fucking hurts!
today in sch like maciam slp at sickbay wholeday niah.
thn after sch ponten survey thingyy.
went over 883 t pei them. haaa.
i've been looking emo,
nd huiling says tht she not used t th quiet me. LOL.
thanks t ping&huiling lur,
both care for me whn im sick. haa.
nd just now in sch is cold like dunt knw wht fuck.
lent jacket from lynette.
omg very very very HORRIBLE.
i feel so super lousy. nd i didnt eat for th whole day bcos it hurts la.
tml not gg sch barh.

i love my hubby.

POST EDITED.
yea. nd im back frm th clinic.
doctor says tht im weak.
yea.. i think so too, cos it was like 2weeks ago liddat,
i was sick. nd now. im sick again.
hmm. had an injection.
th injection is for dunt knw wht immunity thing...
didnt cry leh,.. actually not pain la.
hmmm. thn guess this week wunt go sch anymore.
i have 3days of mc. my mother wants me t rest well.
hmmmm. hope i get well soon.
dunt miss me luh.
bcos i would still be gg 883 (:
haas. miss me jiu call me or msn me barhs.
TAG ME!!!! :D

bye~

(:

start your day with a smile.

happy tht today im home early. haas~
been home late like everyday.
go home is soso good,
can take a bath nd relax thn slp in my baby blanket! hees~


and yes,
im uberrrrrrrrrr-ly happy
ytd was on fone with yingping&huiling!
this sat maybe gg shopping or swimming with them! (:
i ♥ yingping&huiling! (howard dunt kill me)

thts how close we are (:

i heart yingping (:
yay. i miss weiting pls.
soso long didnt slack tgt!
finally had time for me liao. my this stupid baobei. =P

bye~

new hairstyle,... LOL
yi jia ren say very hard t adapt t my hair.
well, nvm. few more day see see jiu xi guan le ba.
i cut th 娃娃头 nd stupid ppl like tong is saying tht i'am acting cute.
LAME =.=
pls knw wht kind of person i am before making f-ing comments.
else i'll just tear your blooody mouth off. TMD.
nd today early release luh. 1.30
went over 883 t pei yanting. (:
chat chat with her.... kind of feel rlly blessed cos i have a much much better life thn her.
but oh wells, she has th freedom pls.
nd debbie MY LOVE was with me. i ♥ her pls. (:
nd wait till hubby & co came. hees~
thn had a enjoyable time with hubby! haas~
its rlly a bliss t knw you have someone you love nd you feel soso comfortable being with him.
you can be just yourself. (:
nd it was like he sing one part of th song nd i'll continue with it.
hurhur, im waiting for hubby's call now. [:
nd i realised that........ whenever i'am crying or have problems...
th first i'll call is vivian... followed by hubby.... nd jinchong...
dunt knw why. but if i have prob with hubby, it would be yingping(:
jinchong has heard me cry like for dunt knw how many times.
nd he says im noisy de lor. =.= HAAS~

nd tmd,
smth serious cropped up at home yea.
its was bloooooooody scary.
my sister got 'attacked' in sch...
nd her hands/legs had alot of knife cuts!
omg it was darn scary.
nd my father had alrdy made a police report.
it was just so scary............................

BYEBYE~
PS: watched 881 on sunday,
great movie- should go watch!

blogger's still NOT working. had t use photobucket. WTF
nd yea. i'am gg t take a nap!!!! NOW NOW NOW~
i sucks bcos i still weight 3*kg~!
when can i be 35kg!@#!#!!!#%$
oh plsssssssss.
look at my rashes. all b'cos i drank too much. LOL

fatssssss~

(:

LOL.

two little monkeys!

LOL. see our monkey ears!!!

a late photo- taken during nationla day! see our flag!

and.......
i'am back!!
ytd was busy pls. had too many stuffs t do.
lol. and ytd also quite a normal day for me lur. haas.
hang out with same ppl after sch,
mr suppaya came t lanshop t drive ppl out. LOL.
had fun at yanting shop with them. haas.
omg. i cant believe how stupid can i get pls!
ronnie already told me not t play with th tape.
thn i go nd measure my height.
nd i hurt my head. ZZZZZ. stupid me.
thn ronnie spray alchohol at me, he say its acid.
thn im soso scared pls!!!! cos he say wud hurt alot.
nd i scream like dunt knw wht. gg t cry liao.
thn after tht thy tell me nth wud happen. =.=
wth bully siah. omg. cant believe tht ronnie poke his arm before,
thn still have scar! scaryyyyyyyyy!!!
nd today went t sch extra lesson lur. siannnn. -.-
thn after tht went 883 awhile. yanting didnt work.
nd nobody thr. lanshop is th laolee shift i think.
hmm. nd now i'll get some slp nd later on i'll go over t 883,
mitting up jinchong & my boy (:
yea! gg for my nap now!!!
nd wtf is wrong with blogger!
cant seem t upload th rest of th photos!
rawr. later barh!!! i miss yp, havent seen her for like two/three day!

tatas~!

kokhoe & me, he says tht i look like a baby ):


me & my boy :D
i love him. ♥♥


me in th lanshop =D

okae. a quick post here,
superrrrrrrrrrrrr busy.
shall update tml or wht barh. rly rly busy.
bye~

ps: i have rashes & its soso ugly ):

hi there!
i finally did some revision today.
nd i'am happy with myself. hees~

straighten out my thoughts already.
i'am human. i cant expect myself t be perfect yea?
i'am sorry t say tht boy was insensitive nd all....
my fault ok. ): sorry boy....!
you are th only you.
nd i shouldnt change you t fit in my expectations.
as for me being unhappy with myself. hmmmm.
i will just lower abit wht i want from myself.
wht i want from myself now is to....:
1) stay positive & happy (:
2) be a good gf. (LOL)
3) study hard & play hard as well!


anw, talked t justin today.
nd 1 rly impt point frm him was tht a couple tgt must compromise.
if not sure quarrel all day long one. thanks justin! =D
dunt mistake cos me nd boy didnt quarrel. hees~
being a good gf means knwing how t think for your another half.
thanks t all my friends who took time t talk t me,
calm me down.. nd make me understand th importance of being nice&sweet.

AND... realise..
in this relationship,
i feel tht i've matured nd learnt t tolerate much.
being 'princess' at home i always throw alot alot tantrums.
tolerance is rly impt lur. hahaaa~



bye~

sucks. super pissed.
我的妈啊！！！！！！

tmd. i bth already can. PLS PLS PLS.
oh hell. whts wrong larh. feeling soso down.
yet i can laugh like nobody's buisness.
today help defeng settle something lur.
tmd,.. cant stand them.little bitches....
little bitches should learn t grow up
and stop being so fucking hum t kip quiet all th time.
thn after tht in sch gort scolding by vp.
mdm tong was being super fierce with me..
nd i've gotta choose cca. arboh conduct would be poor.
my conduct has been poor for like 2 years liao.
since sec 1 first semester. nd i doubt can change conduct lur.
cos this semester i have two pink forms already. wtf.
fuck sch. after sch slackkkkkk again at 883.
everyday liddat.................... same one leh.
my bf dunt knw go whr.... didnt even let knw.
well, just how insensitive can you get.
talked with kokhoe just now. nd.........
kinda down t hear wht he say. its nice t talk t my friends,
bcos its nice t knw thy care.. even abt me & boy's stuff.
i miss my boy so many...........
wonder if he's missing me too... hais~
4mths plus since we've been tgt,
i'am serious in our relationship.
i hope everyone can tell.
cos i've given so much. dunt even care abt wht ppl think.
all b'cos i love my boy...................
hais. boyyyyy. i miss you.

so many things come knocking on my door...
oh hell, give me some fresh air pls!!!
tmd me. 不知死活！！！
sch work is piling up higher nd higher
yet i can slack & laugh like nobody's problem.
stresssssss bodoh.
i dunt catch up with sch work i can just go die or wht liao la.
everyday ponten lesson arboh jiu slp in class.
dunt knw wht fucking problem with me ah. cheebye~

AND.....
anw today i chocked on strepsils =.=
wtf. stupid i knw. thn it came out from my nose.
i laughed too much liao. tht vivian laaaaa. bth her.
say wht mushroom suddenly & andy bird~~
thn went 2nd floor boy's toilet with jinchong bcos inside empty.
played with boy's toilet facilitys. hahahaaaaaa. (lame)
thn after sch, bf went home straight. i didnt.
i went t 883 slack slack lur.
at lanshop there watch sailor moon with zhiyong. (:
justin says im below 8 years old. justin ni hao la.
OH YEA. i got pinched by baoying in th morning lur. BULLY~
justin pinch my blister, baoying pinch my face ):
huiling says tht me & yingping is retard. -.-
boy say tht we are going t be tgt forever (:
hees~ anw, ytd was on fone with yingping...
nd thn huiling call in. claiming she's baoying. aiyo
thy bully me again. nd talked with yingping alot.
so touched t hear wht she said, thankyou!!!!
actually i dunt mind wht other ppl say of me nd whatever lur.
as long as you knw im not tht kind of person can le. =D
i dunt need other ppl t understand me.
other ppl have no right t judge me,
knw me well before you say anything abt me pls!

i ♥ yingping!
my bf & friends are my life. =D

----------♥♠♥ ----------

'making you important in my life is my honour'
boy, do you remember this? (:

AND, do you knw?
loving you is my duty.

dota is everything,
but im nothing.

\\ dota dota dota.
everyday is dota.
you dunt sian, i also sian ah.

im not tht th kind of girl tht you can let down,
nd think tht everything's ok. dunt take me for granted.
i want t be treated right. b'cos i knw i deserve t be treated right.
well,not only me. every girl deserves t be treated right.

dota sucks.
dota is nth but relationship breaker.
dota is nth but a bf stealer.
dota is nth but every girlfriend's enemy.
dota is nth, it just sucksssssssss.

我要的只是你在我身边。。sighs~
do you love me at all? ): ): ):

i'am back already..
hais. finding myself rly lack discipline already.
has already made up my mind t stay home nd study today,
nd yet i went out t have fun.
i hate th way i mismanage my time
or simply waste time slacking/stoning at home lur.
serious. i'am simply FURIOUS with myself now!
cheng peiyee you better go study now!
tml's ct nd you're stoning infront of th comp.
i feel like giving myself a slap!!! *SLAP*
im getting worse man. soso angry with myself.
just now went t vista point,
wanted t slack awhile with boy,jc,zy,tw,derrick&sherman thn leave..
but end up,... we went t 883.
tmd. go 883 surely means waste time already.
super angry with myself for mismanaging time!
thn at 883 th boys play dota again lur.
chat alot with jinchong today. hahaa (:
thn camwhored with kokhoe's phone.
whn he send me pic thn post lur.
i'am sure my blog miss having alot of pictures. hahaa,
i dunt knw why recently felt rly fustrated with myself.
feel tht i cant control myself frm gg out t play,
dunt knw my hart is fly where already!
aiya. shant bore you all with all this.
i'am gg t find my hart back t tudy for tml's papers.. bye! (:

lawlen korkor!tkcr of yourself. be happy kay!